Today prelim English paper! We took it in the hall.:)

Was really tired and i actually just doze-off while doing.

Lucky i went to the toilet. Wanted to wash my face only.

But the tcher follow me so it's weird if i dun use the washroom.

Hahahahaa. Damn funny. Lucky she stand outside.

Cannot imagine Nlvl man.

Now prelim 1/2 of my textbook are not touched yet.

Sat n sun is for me to study. Hope i can really cover up almost all the chapters.

Just now when i reached home i scroll through our messages.

The 1st day n last day was totally diff.

I have nothing to say. But that message was not i send one?

U believe it or not is up to u.

Gonna say lie? Yah i'm a liar.

But no matter what i will still be the same me.

Goodbye.

Cricket are making noise every night.

And i'm still smiling about the sound of lizard.

ANGRY MAX!

My dad cut coconut and bring into my room!

Dripping all over. Actually dripped on my bed i think.

I was so angry till i scream. Omg.

I must be crazy.. Too stress.

Not a good excuse. Whatever. Goodbye..
Study.

When we first talked on the phone..

After afew days....

What about now?...

Ignoring...

But...

I just can't let myself ignore it.

You're just a few meter away from me..

But i feel that we're like one end to another.

I'm still waiting n waiting. Just like waiting for the sky to drop.

Ok just being random..

Study time all eaten up.

Didn't expect myself to watch harry potter.

Hahaha. Surprisingly it's nice.:)

I actually told friends it's not matter of the show.

What matters is the person i'm watching with.

But it's just a joke la. Just trying to act sweet. Haha.

Next wk after prelim going to watch GHOST SHOW.

That's how i enjoy my life when it's a down moment.

Goodnight.. Such a "EMO" post.

Shall post another one when my mood is better.

Is this all i have been waiting for? Is this all i have been searching for?

I once told myself just purely friends.

What about it now? Not anymore..

Wtf is happening man?

So wrong la. Nuggets..

Nlvl pls over asap. After that everything can fall to me.

I make sure i solve every problem by that time.

But not now...

Goodbye.

Tmr tmr tmr! Nlvl Chinese oral.

GOOD LUCK. See so many CHINESE WORDS will die.

I actually feel like studying other subject for prelim.

But NLVL is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT.

How ah? Tsk. Stress. All the stress coming.

I need need need study study study pills pills pills.

If there's such pills i will make sure i buy and eat!

MAKE SURE MY MIND CAN PUT IN ALL MY TEXTBOOKS

and of course all the CHINESE WORDS!

Damn! Really need go IMH soon. Rmb come n visit me.:)

I need get 1st u know. I'm really afraid of not getting 1st.

Just because i afraid that people ard me who set the target

for me will get disappointed. :( I dun like it..

I hate to see that disappointed look..

I hate to hurt people actually. But i'm trying my best.

If i can't i'm sorry. But i'm not at my standard yet.

Why is that so? Pls get me back to the books!

Like immediately! I'm really very nervous for tmr oral.

So what if i can speak but can't read..

In front of the 2 TCHERS i will never speak properly.

Even towards 1 i can't. Wish my mum is a chinese tcher.

So maybe might have chance that she take me for oral.

I sure get B!=x

What if i really get crazy one day?

Will u still be my friend? Lol.

我爱上了一个不应该爱的人

Goodbye.

The way you look at him is totally different.

Think of how u look at him..

Who are you thinking about when i never even say his name?

Is it someone who u fall in love with, without knowing?

HELLO! HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

Excited to see the pictures? Haha.

I like to be in BOWEN.

I regretted for not wearing in the past 3yrs.

It's really fun today and u can really feel it.

Few more months and i will be leaving.

Ask me if i miss bowen? Who don't..

I wish i retain with my whole class even.=x

Retain as in go 4NA next year tgt. I WISH LA.

A wish that never come true is a dream.

Ok so is my dream for all of them n me to go 4NA next yr.

I just like my life in secondary school. It's ending. Real soon.

ENDING. 4years that's very fast. Miss everything in bowen.

Even though some of the people i know them abit later

but still LOVE THEM & MISS THEM MAX!

How i wish people will never come n go.
I find myself very selfish i wish everything belong to me and just me.

But if there's no competitors there will be no improvement.

So if u think that belongs to you snatch it back.

If not let it go.:D BEST OF THE BEST!

Okay today lesson was FUN!

Pe sit there chit-chat, eng take a short nap.

Recess was suppose to find normama.

But she not in the office so i waited awhile.

She still doesn't appear.[MUST BE HIDING FORM ME]

When recess going to end i went back find her.

One tcher said that she's hiding there.

I wanted to go in the office n take with her.

But her table too messy la.

Took one of her sour plum from her table.

VERY NICE you know. It's sweet actually.

We went out took pictures.

When we going back class she told me she will go my class later to take pic tgt with the class.

I was like shocked. She said cause last year and she teach us in sec 1 before.

Went back to class after that, eng we do some comprehension.

So was kinda tired after doing. The whole class was VERY QUIET.

I told Mrs thoo that a person only can concentrate 45mins max.

So after awhile she told the whole class ok if u all want take pic go ahead.

Continue the work at home.:D

Maths lesson i was humming half of the lesson.

Idk why but it feels good.^^ Hahahhaa.
When i stop humming i feel like sleeping cause not in high spirit.

Oh and NORMAMA actually appeared but didn't take pic.

I think she came because of the lost n found wallet only.

Or maybe she want take but we was having test.

Cheat my feeling one la! After maths is CE CE CE!

Got test again and we actually cheated.

Beside the flag on the of the board got all the bowen misson all.

So we copied from there. :D Last 20mins take pic.

Class photo... Group photo... And many more.

I asked MADAM ANG to do center parting our hair and take tgt.

She dun want. NOT FUN ONE!

So we actually sit there and self-take tgt for a few shots.

After CE got Chinese ACP. TIll 3+. Am tired now..

Upload picture, try study & Sleep!

I doubt i can study now very tired.

Photo time!

No need say everybody will know her!:D

As SWEET as always.

Normama! Introduce u'll one person.

Around Dec or Jan u'll know.

As FIERCE as always.

MADAM ANG! :D Self-shot.

As LOUD as always.

English Tcher. Mrs thoo!

As CUTE as always.

3-4 Years of friendS!

AS FRIENDS AS ALWAYS!:D

Actually got many more. Almost all will be on FB.

Cause some is for myself n the person to see ONLY.:D

Act abit SECRETIVE! So i got my PRIVACY! HAHAHA!

GOODBYE!
Pictures are just memories what matters is the moment.

Treasure it.:)

Omg... I'm slacking today. No way.

Help. I NEED TIME TIME TIME!

I really need study study study!

How ah? Really no time already.

Anyway my mother really have no taste.

Say my taste in color very ugly! Angry!

Don't want to let her see me wearing the Baju Kurong!

I think i wear the baju kurong very nice!!:D

Hahahha. Self-praising.

Thanks to BELOVED MUMMY cause she help me choose.

I LIKE IT VERY MUCH!

Even though i have to try my best to walk like "GIRL".

Can't open my leg too big tmr.

In class i will be having a hard time to put my legs.

Normally in class i will anyhow sit one.=x

But time to learn how to be more GIRLY!:D

Excited much! <3 GOODBYE!

Will upload picture tmr!:D <3

Love shopping.

Guess what i can actually study halfway and use comp to blogshop!

What nonsense right.. But i really too tempted to buy everything.

Now i'm damn hungry 12.30AM...

I need some time to study more. But sleep is most impt.

Tmr got lesson lesson n lesson. So have to sleep n enjoy my lesson tmr.

I'm really very hungry right now. LOL! I need some food food food!

Okay shall go to bed tmr den study. I trying to follow my timetable nowadays.

Cause i tried to give myself lesser chapters to study in a day.

So i'm happy to fulfill myself with studies n exercise.

It's been a long time since i go cycling.

I feel like cycling man! It's either nobody have bicycle or not free..

But at least i tried to jog. Monday went jogging with .....

After that the PT was really tiring. I felt giddy.

I asked mr lim whether physical will make u feel giddy not.

He said maybe is BLOOD RUSH or something la.

But dun happen often and it happened on me.

What crap.. Tuesday went trng was tiring.

Idk why but dropped too much. Hard to catch-up.
Tmr i shall go jog too! I realized the more i study the more i exercise.

Whenever exam coming i will start jogging. Really mad liao.

But study is now part of my interesting life.

Cause when i finish studying i feel happy.

Like i actually STUDIED! Woah. Hahahhaha.

Encouraging myself.^^ Time for bed.

Tmr got maths, ebs and science.

All the tiring and headache subject...

What to do? Suck it up and continue my journey!

GOODNIGHT!:D

I have a very big secret to myself!!!
I dun want say later doesn't work again.
But am very happy with it right now!:D
Oh and i reduce sms-ing already!
I rmb last time i can text 1000+++ in 1 month.
Now i not sure but am sure i one day text less than 20.
Cool right! Happy with myself.
But i shall try not to sms "you" anymore.
Cause it's damn useless. Wasting my sms only.
Majiam like smsing the wall like that.
But at least i experience something new,
and prove to myself something.
Okay idk why but am feeling great NOW!
Actually i know why but not telling.
Must keep abit abit of things to myself.
Or share with diff ppl like that hor
nobody will ever know EVERYTHING abt me!
Clever right. Only my another half will know next time.
Or maybe he also will know half only cause he's another HALF mah.
Another half will be for myself.:) But i got nothing much to share.
Need space u see! I will not let my problem be other's problem.
I rmb one of my tcher say "Don't let your problem be my problem" to one guy.
So i shall not let MY problem be u PEOPLE'S problem.:)
But u people can let ur problem be my problem.
I'm always willing to help if i can!:D HELP AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!
SHARING IS CARING! LOVES!
GOOD AFTERNOON!
Adeus!

How ah.. I wish someone can just make a TIMETABLE for me.:(

I'm like totally not following my timetable.

Suppose to study i'm sleeping, watch tv or even using comp.

Useless bum. Now think of rearranging my timetable.

Too messy for me to look at it or even follow it.

Why isit so hard.. Should build my study style place later.

Table can't study la. Comp right in front and tv just turn my head.

So it's like totally cannot concentrate.

Maybe lock me in a room with nothing might help.

Ok i shall go study now to get 1st..

I MUST GET 1ST! I can get 1st.

I believe i can. Endurance.

14 more days to PRELIM &

54 more days to NLVL! NO MATTER WHAT!

Both must get 1st! 1st 1st 1st!

STUDY TIME!

Not as warm as i felt before anymore..

Goodbye!:)

alalalalalalalalallalalalaalalllalaalalalalalalalaal...
Why why why?
FULL OF QUESTION THAT NO ANSWER TO IT.
Forget it. Goodnight.

Have never thought of falling in so deep once again.
Dumb or dumb.. In return it's the same. No point.
Whatever i told myself doesn't work anymore.
Once fall down watch out for that path again
and don't fall it twice or else it will hurt more.
Because the same old injury will get cut again.
Hahaha. Whatever i'm bored. Suppose to be studying once again.
Comp just too attractive and i fall into so deeply.
I always thought that things will change..
Outcome will be different.
End up i see nothing just full of questions to myself.

Yesterday went back training..
I played one single and already half dead.
I was like some mad and drunk woman in the court.
Suddenly a thought come to me.
I realised that when i having training,
i will be like some crazy lady who don't care about the surrounding
That's when i really show my madness side of me.
Which hardly normal NOT BOWEN BADMINTON people can see.
Hahahahah!
I still remember when we need to do sprinting in the field for 10-15 sets.
Last few sets i was running and shouting mummy!
End up sitting down there shouting like nobody business.
That's most embarrassing part.. That's when i'm really out of my mind.
When i don't really care about my sweet n cute girl side uh. Dun puke pls!:D
Okay la time to study abit.
Just now cheryl was asking me to call someone.
I suddenly rmb that i seldom call a person unless urgent, meeting or for some reasons.
But if suddenly ask me to call just to ask me what u doing that's hard for me.
Or maybe to my besties only..:)
So if i ever call u just to ask u
what you doing/how are u/are you okay means i really care alot! ^^
Or else normally i will just text. Message is the most simple way.
Okay that's all goodnight!

Everyone have diff love life story.:)
I'm honoured to know some of the people love life story.
It's interesting. For mine i'm still young to experience it.
Maybe when i'm 21 ask me again.
I might have LONG and INTERESTING story to say.:D
I will keep to myself every single love life story of others.
So dun worry share with me. Haha.
Sharing is caring. That's what sarah once told me.
55 more mins is her birthday. It's been awhile since i contact her.
Suddenly wish her happy birthday very weird but who cares.:)
Ohyah. At the end of the month i will be giving surprise to sometwo[someone+someone].
Haha, sometwo who care alot alot about me in school.. I wish it will be successful.
GOODNIGHT!

Trying to stop myself.
Firstly is to study.
Secondly is to not letting myself knowing the truth.
Have to accept it. It's fated.
Why the hell can't i study.
Need re-do my timetable.
Everything is wrong so damn wrong la.
Not even started yet i feel damn tired.
Shall really off everything. Life is boring once study start.
So my life is going to be boring for awhile..
JJ have to tolerate it. Jiayou.
Goodnight.
I'm trying to accept the truth.
Lecture someone once and now actually lecturing myself too.