I want my holiday back. So badly.
Everything that i have during holiday are not here anymore.
What's the point having books without some joy?
Lifeless. Busy? Not gonna be busy.
I'm like so free. But tired. Need sleep.
I can always be like last year.:)
Last year have fun and everything,
what about this year? Nlvl i know.
But why can't things be more easy.
When u get nervous and everything can't do 101% best.
The most 70%-80%?
So whats the point being nervous and struggling.
Must stay calm and slowly think of what to do and everything.
So i not gonna make my schedule PACKED with STUDIES.
I'm gonna make sure i have time to rest and of course go out.:)
Just gonna be a simple and normal girl and year.

I always hate teachers accursed students.
And u just did accursed me.
She's eating DOESN'T mean I'M.
Gonna forgive? But NOT GONNA FORGET.
I hate u more n more. Even the class.
Whatever its. Left 1 last year.
Gonna tolerate everything.
So listen up just do whatever that u all think its good.
I try not to "Complain, Bargain n Argue."
Teachers ALWAYS think they are right.
But they will not really understand students.
Because there's TOO MANY students for u to understand.
So just do whatever U ALL LIKES. GO AHEAD.
But i'm still lucky to have SOME good teachers that always there to help.
Thanks to SOME teachers that are really helpful and PROVIDE THEIR 101% HELPING HANDS.
Really appreciate.:) CPA, EBS AND ENGLISH for now.
Science i'm still like.... BLUR. Going out of nowhere...:(
Anyway goodbye. Shall go eat my dinner.

I'm taking a break. Goodbye EVERYTHING.:)

Not going use computer for a moment i guess.

GOODBYE BLOG.

Yes there's reason in everything.
But i heard before " You don't have to know everything".
So i always curious about something but i will TRY my VERY BEST not to ask anything.
Cause i know no matter what u will never give me a proper answer.
So i don't bother to ask anymore.
Knowing something is bad, not knowing everything is bad too.
What the earth is wrong? I'm so tired. But you're more tired.
So have a good rest. Goodbye.

Tournament today! WE WON! 5-0.
Why am i so weird nowadays...
Like suppose to be happy i not happy.
Things i wanna know will never know.
Things i don't want to know will know.
Whats wrong with this.
Time to have a good rest and rest my mind.
Goodnight.

I NEED TIME!:(
math hmk and chinese spelling. Damn.
Doing math now. Its like how to make that freaking shape smaller.
Why i got STM! Just had lesson on mon and now can't rmb a single thing.:(
Ok whatever. Now trying to remember the chinese words.
There's spelling tmr. I can't sleep till i rmb.
So weird to have spelling. But maybe its good because it helps me rmb the chinese word.
I remember when i in primary school used to copy by writing it on my hand.:D
Or write on the table hahaha. Or worst still use the pen that only when u light it den can see.
Behind will have light. Idk i think its like invisible pen. Haha. Nowadays hard to find i guess.
This time round i nt going to cheat going to memorise it or else can't slp!


Something like that.=x

Okay i need go AMK den NOVENA tmr.
To get some stuff.:)
Goodbye!

Thanks to you. :) I just had tears of joy in class.
Sometimes its good to tears abit.
They said its good. Hahahah.
I can't rmb who said that.

Okay. I'm tired.
When can i really sleep whole day?
Sat? Nah training.
Sun? Nah helping dad to mop the floor.
mon-fri? NOT AT ALL. SCHOOL!
Damn. HATE THIS SO BADLY.
I NEED REST! REALLY REST!
I know its just 3rd week but i can't stand it anymore.
I will breakdown anytime anywhere anyday.:(
what cheers me up doesn't anymore.
Because its a good moments.

When u think of things that make u cried in the past u will smile.
But when u think of things that make u smile in the past u will cry.
I wanna eat BEN & JERRY NOW.:(
SO BADLY. There's training tmr. Thursday tournament.
Great much... Stay strong pull it through and everything will be over.
Really going over real soon. Dun breakdown yet.
Obviously i'm not gonna breakdown yet.
I'm always strong with a WIDE SMILE!:D
"Smile always" no matter how tough the road will be,
i will still have to continue.
No matter how sad am i still smile always.:D
Always see me with a wide smile.
Goodnight.:)

Guess what..
Last minute doing homework.
At the same time waiting for my hair to dry.:(
Flu have not recover yet. Tired to the max.
Tmr 3 period of SCIENCE and 2 period of MATHS.
How am i suppose to absorb so many things in one day?:(
Kill me pls. 2weeks gone. I have not even really start studying.
Still thinking that its not important at all.
HELLO JJ its N lvl. Okay i'm like so?
Damn it...
Cold... Should dry my hair and head straight to bed.
I LOVE MY BED as always.:D

I'm like finally free on wed.
Thinking whether to go out or stay home study?
I guess i will end up sleeping if i stay home.
Anybody wanna go out? Hmmm...
I SHALL WATCH MOVIE!!!
Can't wait for wed. Okay.
Goodnight to my loves.

Just the way you are. No matter how its.

I love monk.:$ Okay. Skip this.xD

HELLO! Its me once again.

Obviously is me who else.:)
Ytd night i'm like crying but actually i'm not!

Its because i'm having flu. I almost use finish the whole tissue box.=x

Still having flu and cough now.

How how how?! 5 days later... TOURNAMENT. HOW HOW HOW!

If i have not recover i will die. Ok nvm i will play till i die.

No matter how tough its uh. I dun want to waste my 1 year.

I train so hard just for this!:D

So YAY!!! TOURNAMENT.

Today do cip. Ask people to DONATE for elderly...

Its crap la. Walk here and there make me really tired.

Somehow like drunk lady walking around.

Whatever its la. Its over anyway. Shouldn't complain that much.

WASH MY BRAIN!!! *DiDiDiDi* Done washing.:D
Guess what listening to "raining day" translate to chinese.:)

Xia yu tian? Ok. Its raining outside too. Lol.

So damn cold la. I need hugs!!! Goodbye.:D

[Myself and i]

I dun feel warm at all. Not anymore?

Maybe just a little bit. Maybe should i just forget abt it.

And shouldn't feel the warm-ness at all.

I suppose to let it all go but i didn't.
How dumb am i? VERY DUMB.

Ok this is my turtle egg. I have no idea where the baby go. Most probably she eat it.:(
So sad right. Ok whatever it look digusting. This is the 2nd time u knw.=x

Okay time to show u all something great.^^

KOI AND FRESHNESS BURGER!
Is all the while since holiday till now i want to eat one.:(
Have no time for it!!!
Freshness burger never try before so wanna give it a try.
Because there's one at NEX!:)
But KOI i have to go to AMK is the nearest if i'm not wrong.
Okay so gonna grab it tmr!=x

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I always wanna end alot of things.
But have never ever really end anything yet.
Maybe almost there to end. Nlvl coming.
Everyone is so busy with their things.
So busy to have time for me to have lunch and everything.
I really wish to do everything before i really stuck in studying.
Once i start i wouldn't stop i guess. Shall really concentrate in school soon.
Real soon? Maybe after all the tournament is that too late? Anything la. I dun mind.
Once i let go everything memories will be keep and of course i will miss everything.
Even the moment sitting here and just listening to music doing NOTHING but blogging.


"Don't blame me for anything because i'm nothing."
Shall blog often.:) Blog really make me feel great.
Not because everyone can read it
but i can just say anything i want without anyone understand...
Shall end here. Really tired. 1wk left. Just 1 wk.
Freak it. Train for 4 years just to wait for this moment.
1wk. JUST 1wk. CAN U BELIEVE IT? No. Not at all.

Everything comes to an end. Even u being in my life...

Goodbye.

Drizzling. Which is great.:) Sit down and watch a movie with my brother.
Was laughing and crying at the same time. hahaha.

Really had a great time without my phone.=x

Cause low batt so put it in my room and let it charge.

So was really so engrossed with the show and nothing really disturbed me.:D

Actually my plan for today is study at 8. But u know la tv is just too attractive.

Hahhahaha. Ok thats crap.

Actually its because i nvr bring my books home,

so didn't have things to study? Maybe just english textbook.

I will DEFINITELY slp. So rather watch tv and clear my mind.:)

Great "evening" with the tv. FEEL SO GREAT NOW.

But without tv feel so ... feeling that hard to explain.=x

Okay la i shall stop here. Very tired.:) Goodnight.

Tmr there's 3 period of science just like today...

Which really made me feel like sleeping. Almost doze-off in class.

But lucky i tried my very the best to stay up still. Just that one ear in and another out.:(

Shall can up.. GUDERBUAI!:D

U always said that u changed and u wanna your FRIENDS to accept for who u are.

But how could people accept u when u changed and become worst?

U said that TRUE FRIEND doesn't mind. Totally disagree.

Those who doesn't mind and letting u become from bad to worst

are the one who really gave up on u.

Have NO HOPE at all.

That's not really the worst thing yet.

The worst thing is how are u gonna face the world with such a big changes?

If u can't take that then why must u change?