Give up really easy...
Lucky i did not stop there.
I continue. I'm really exhausted.
Disappointed much.. Whatever.
Good evening.:D
Everything is OVER... Time to not stress.:D
I shall go sleep! GOODNIGHT!:D

Tuesday is cross-country...
I'm not ready..
Wish that day weather will be good? Like going run but no lightning risks?
That will be the best weather for me to run!:D
Top 10... Isit hard? But no pain no gain.
So if i want to get trophy i must run like mad.
And make sure i feel the pain everywhere after the run.
But i guess when i reach there everything will pull me down.
Jogging should be very relax why am i so nervous?
Crap. This must be really important to me...
Whatever. I must help my team!:D BOWEN BADMINTON!
Overcome all the obstacles n people obviously..
I remember last year some part without tree really make me crazy.
But at least i didn't stop at all and i keep encouraging myself.:D
Am really proud. hahahahhaha! I WILL SHOW IT TO MR KEVIN LIM THAT I CAN!
MUST BE MORE AGGRESSIVE! AHHHHH!
Its time to SLEEP MORE N DRINK MORE WATER! (L)
GOODNIGHT!:D

Gambling Vs Shopping..
You have no money for me to go shopping.
So where did u get money to go gambling?
Shopping i get something home.
Gambling? Lose more n more..=.=
Can't i save my own money?
Everytime i say i no money u dun believe.
Just because i still keeping my ang bao money..
I dun intend to use any single cents of my angbao money..
U said lie to me. U told me after my facial will come find me.
Oh really? Yah right i went to the toilet came out and thought will see u.
Looking for u retardedly.. End up u telling me collecting money coming soon.
I was so furious abt it and went to amanda's house instead of waiting for u to cab down.
Totally unreasonable.. I'm even skipped my dinner.
Was really angry right now. Not sleeping. I shall have supper.
I have never off my phone just to avoid your call.
This is the first time. Warning. Or else i make sure i dun come home the next time.
Just now i really wish i get into accident and go hospital make u know your mistake.
U will never ever know your mistakes so totally pointless..
Very sorry i doubt so..
Today was totally a bad day.. Not my day. Tears are all over.
I dun feel like going to school.
I will break down anytime anywher tmr.
I'm sure my result will make me feel worst.
WHATEVER.. Goodbye. Dun ask anything..

Mermaid was once a story that in my life.
Beautiful and sweet lady who is nice n soft..
What abt real life? Ugly? Can't speak & communicate.
Nice?... Whats the point lying to children?
Why adults always say dun say lies when they are saying to their own kids...

I want to know every single reality...
Why do u have to ignore it and avoid it.
Why can't you just face it and at least reply str8 foward.
U should know abt it, it's very obvious.
Thanks for letting me being a fool for the past 1month 14days.
After so long i have believe and yet u make feel hopeless..
Whatever.. Not a MAN at all.
GO n CONTINUE FLIRTING.
I'm sure one day just that day will have KARMA..
I believe cause i now feeling it. Thankfully to you.:)
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. And THANK YOU VERY MUCH!:D

I just now was so upset that i talked to amanda n play childish games with her.:D
We went to cartoon network play game and addictiongames ah?
I can't rmb. But it was a good way. Make me feel like i'm still in 10-12 yrs old.
Really thanks her.:D LOVE HER LOTS... (L)
Fish & Drip story is always to be continue...
WILL NEVER BE THE END! :D

Today went blading with cy, dj, ws & FISH FISH!:D
hahahahhaha. Rollerblade so can't really talk much.
As we are not pro so we can't blade n talk at the same time.
Most of the time we will communicate by "wooowooowoooo"[falling down]That's not me!
Or "ahhhhahhhahhh"[down slope]
Oh and of course "OMG!"[when somebody falls]
Have a good vesak day after exam.
But now is 2.30 exam period i'm studying.
Not used to sleeping early after a LONG PERIOD OF EXAMS.
Tmr need go back to train. Stamina DROPPED!
I can run ard the school 3round 15mins?!
COKE UPP! Totally ridiculous. I know. SO I MUST TRAIN!
Cross country is GETTING NEARER!
SO GOODNIGHT! Tmr 8.30 trng.

The first time when i tried to open a CAN DRINK.
I injured my 2finger and keep bleed..
Now after so many times and so many years of opening
I get a cut again.:( Lol.
Lousy or clever? :D
Of course is clever cause nobody but me can open can drink till bleed.
Haahhhaa. The pic make me feel like drinking whatever!
I think nowhere can be found i guess.:(
Whatever. Lol.

Many of them finish their exam already.
But how come dun have the atmosphere.
Normally when others finish but only u have not finish,
you will still feel the atmosphere..
Weird. Must be all worrying about Nlvl n Olvl.
Monday suppose to go on a DATE but somehow somewhere its called "cancelled".
Maybe i just bluffing myself, maybe i'm just the only side.
Dun understand, Nevermind.:D
Because that's for myself to understand.
Tmr maybe my mum wanna go cycling at ECP.
So i might join them.:D If i finish studying my EBS.
Cause i dun want any last min work anymore.:(
Its really very tough. Almost or already given up that day.
But i still fall n stand so after awhile i have to suffer my night to study.
Hahaha. Thats what BADMINTON TEAM TEACH ME.
No wait actually they never even teach me how to quit.
They teach me how to continue when i feel like quitting.
No quitters in badminton team.:D
SO I'M NOT. I WILL ******* WIN U..
WHatever. GOODNIGHT!:D
Hahahhahahahahahahahahahaahahah.
Everyday laugh will be more n more PRETTY!
I will be getting prettier soon.^^ GOODBYE!

“When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.” –Unknown

“Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.” –Ralph Waldo Emerson

“It’s not that I’m so smart, it’s just that I stay with problems longer.” –Albert Einstein

“Being defeated is often temporary, giving up makes it permanent.” –Marilyn Von Savant

I agree with the first line.. Thats why this year badminton get into top4.
But what about studies? I have never really hold anything for long..
Everything are so last min. Afternoon i... i... i...
SLEEP! Which is stupid. Cause once i lie down hard for me to get off.
But totally too tired.. Tmr i'm sure worst.
Gonna study now till i finish up everything.
I'm sure tmr once i reach home first thing change and SLEEP.
Make sure i sleep till evening.^^
Maybe evening will go for a jog.
Since the whole week i never really exercise other than my leg n brain.:D
Its time for a workout!!! Maybe that's the reason why am i so lazy nowadays!
Time to WORK HARD!
Even though everybody say last min will not help.
But i will make sure my last min get me to win that bitch.=x
As long as i win her everything worth tonight this night.;D
So will be studying overnight! Which i have nvr really try before.
Only play game overnight before. Hahhahahah!
Goodbye!:D

Mind control every part of you.
I dun see what heart do. Everything is control by your mind.
Some people always say follow your heart but my heart tell me nothing.
Everything is in your mind thats what i believe. Which is really true.
I'm wondering how does the feeling of in love feels like?
And what about the break up feeling?
Can u take it? No matter what have to step out of the scary dream.
But how long will it take? Dun know dun care.
"I will not be your present and u will not be my future"
This lines speaks everything that i want.:)
Haha. Gooderbye.:D
Study time..

Whatever..
Am super tired now. But why i have no sense of URGENCY?!
If sleeping can ever help me in studying trust me i will get on my bed IMMEDIATELY.
But sitting in front of the comp will not help too.
Crap la. Time to hide under my bed and study.
I remember i used to lie down on the floor and study.
Hahaha. Where can i go to help me study. Library?
Not my type. Okay. I just dun wish to ling shi bao fuo jiao.:)
Okay. Shall go sleep. Tmr got coursework.
Last 2 hour. Tmr might be the last chance for me to edit.
Gooderbye.

My two turtle taking afternoon nap..
I also want tak afternoon nap. But sleep too much in the morning.
From 3am to 12pm. Hahahaha. Now trying to study but same..
Lucky my house is not terrace or else i will walk up walk down.
And watch tv if i go down to the living room.xD
Whatever. Other classes exam start tmr and will not stop for 2wks.
Ours start tmr but wed,thurs n fri dun have. Lesson as per normal.
Shouldn't it be no lessons?
The paper wrote classes who are not having papers should go home and self-study what..
Give me 6days staying at home i'm sure after awhile i will eventually study.
Cause sleep till sian le. Today everybody like stay home nothing to do.
Staring at blank space because suppose to study but end up will day-dreaming.
Might as well go out?:D I'm one of them. But today choose to stay home since my dad off.
So just stay home n study maybe later shall go out for DINNER.:D
Too many things to touch up on already.

This time round is the most relax exam that i will be going through.
Cause i keep going out like nobody's business.
Last time even common test i stay home and study.
But i think about it like not studying instead sleep/computer/tv.
So only way to kill time is out of the house.
After awhile i'm sure i will be like now going to study!
GOODERBYE!:D Enough of playing. hahahha.