So now I'm having holiday..
Since 6th June - 8th July. Long holiday.:) So... What i do during the holiday.
1st week start going out shopping..
2nd week start partying..
Drinking have slowly become more often..
So today 28th June... I feeling really disappointed with myself..
Result out and i didn't get 3.5 and above for my GPA.. My GPA is 3.267.
Which is quite far away from 3.5.
I think that i got drunk thrice or more than that during this holiday.
Cause this holiday is just too aimlessly doing nothing but enjoy myself.
Many things happened, one of it is 6+ years of friendship got real bad after that night of drunk words..
Drifting away from friends who used to be ur best is really hurtful.
Looking at ur friends change and u can't do anything about it is hurtful much too.
So i think i changed during this holiday going really wild.. But nope i'm still who am i.
Once school reopen i will not do things that i do during this holiday that often anymore.

I realize everyone have reasons behind something..
They just hiding it. At times i really hope they will say it out so maybe will feel much better.
I try to open up to them to show my concern. But some took it for granted.
Humans... Hard to understand... Just be simple...

Define yourself..

Goodbye:)
Smile always.

Life changes but have no warning..

When i come into this school for the first few days everything was fine.

After a few days everything changed.

Nothing will last as time goes by..

I really hope time can rewind it to the 1st wk of sch.

It was really fun. :)

Now if u ask me i will just say okok.. So so. Fine.

I will not say "SCHOOL IS AWESOME" anymore..

Chances don't come often..

U have to make choices in chances.

Choices have consequences..

So think carefully.

Goodnight.

My yearSSSS ahead will be GREAT. AWESOME & BEST! hahaha.

I'm planning my overseas with my friends. Wish that schools holidays for JC/POLY & ITE is the same.

First i MUST go GENTING with my friends! After that indo!

Hahhaha like shiok only. Saving up now for everything. :)

I really hope my parents will allow me. I know it's dangerous but i know my limit.

I know what i am doing. No longer kids. :x BUT STILL SWEET 16 AS EVER! hahahah!

I will make sure i go in a piece & come back also a piece. Maybe with FATS. :x

I MUST enjoy my life! 2012 is a GOOD START OF IT!

Everything is A MUST. Just hoping my holiday for march is 3wks!

So 1st wk family overseas 2nd wk genting 3rd wk indo.

Perfectly GOOD. Hahahha. Okay. I actually HAVE MANY THINGS TO POST.

Just too tired currently.

Love everything that's happening!

Other than SCHOOL STARTING. :(

GOODNIGHT!

The noMADic race green edition make me feel that i have not wasted my holiday. :)

I'm ENJOYING my life like nobody business.

Was away from home 3 days for Bowen Badminton Camp!

Did a lot of things in 3 days. Most fun was ytd night.

1Day reach there playing WATER GAMES with them!:D Cool uh! ;)

Around evening went visit Normama! Adam was really CUTE!

First time carrying LESS THAN 1DAY OLD BABY? Omg yes! My first time!

Didn't expect myself to carry him!

Took a picture with him. AWESOME AND CUTE. Just like me!:x

2nd day have trng in the morning but i was sleeping till 10+ in cabada lounge,

cause was really tired and i guess we all slept around 2am.

Wash up, went to the hall and look for EVERYBODY.Cause they having trng and seniors helping out.

I guess i'm the only one sleeping, so i went to take a look.

End up i played a doubles and out i go to have lunch with Jeanette, Mr see and Mr lim!

After lunch Mr See and Mr Lim decided to visit Normama! So i join along.

Jeanette went back home and study. :)

So 2nd time visiting her! Hahahha.

After visiting her we went back to school.

Miss Chia and the teams are playing some chairs game.

Mr Lim decided to join in cause he thought that it was easy.

Miss Chai and i decided to sit on the chair with the team and Mr Lim is the one WALKING AROUND!

Was really fun! :)

After that game they play Musical chair! I was the winner or Xin Hui maybe.

Cause we alumni no point for winner. As we didn't form a team. So yeah so get the point for her team. :)

Musical chair make me a bit giddy so took a break.

The rest of them play FLOORBALL!

Rest and chit-chat all.

6pm get ready for BUFFET!

Seniors came back and play PAST VS PRESENT.

Was fun la. As u know PAST rusty already..:(

Around 10pm everybody went off to get ready the farewell that they gonna do for Mr Lim.

Only the seniors all stay in the hall delay Mrlim time till 11.15.

Miss Chia den act VERY SERIOUS and tell him that she got something to speak to him in canteen.

Mr Lim was kinda shock/worry/blur.

While they talking in the canteen all seniors RUSH to humanities room, cause the whole team there and ready to surprise him. :)

Hahahha. And everything goes well. Cake and everything. Maybe 1 or 2 of them cried.

But lucky nobody see or else ALL of them sure cry.

1 cry all cry that's how STRONG our team spirit are. :D

At night went everybody dismiss from the humanities room,

some of the seniors went back to the hall and continue playing BADMINTON.

HaoFang and I went buy drinks at 7-11.

After that back to cabada lounge chit-chat.

Around 2am slowly one by one all come in and

start chit-chatting to GOSSIPING! Hahahah. Everybody was there at 2.45am.

Around 4am we was still chatting and the guys all sleeping.

This part was really most fun part, cause like hardly will have chance to actually sit down and talk non-stop till morning. Around 5am we went out to have INSTANT NOODLE at 7-11.

So called our breakfast. Back to school around 6.30am. A few of them still have project to do so they do and talk at the same time. Around 7.30 all of us really too tired so took a nap.

Other than Erica she can dun sleep one. Hahaha.

So joanna leave first cause she gng overseas.

After that Erica, Alisa and Yanni leave at 8.30am.

Around 1oam Gweynnie, Janani, Huimin, Milly and i went home.

Home Sweet Home!

Now i have Sore throat, flu and diarrhea.

I have no idea what i ate. So i shall have a good rest tonight.:)

Pictures time!

Adam!

Sec 1s.

Sec 2s.

Sec 3s.

Sec 4s. [Many couldn't make it.]

Alumni girls.

Alumni Guys.

Miss Chia and Mr Lim.

Piggy Back!

Water Bomb game!

My Ahma! :)

Suan Mei sister uh. Hahaha.

After all, we're ONE BIG FAMILY!!!

Busy week ahead soon!

Monday-Training

Tuesday-Chalet

Wednesday-Chalet

Thursday-Maybe outing/Chalet

Friday-Going Korea.

Saturday-In Korea

Sunday-In Korea.

Hhahahaha.

No matter how busy i'm.

I will still find time just for you and ask u out. :)

Gonna have a good rest soon. Later mama buying supper home!

I'm hungry.. :( Getting real FAT now. It's time to lose weights..

Okay i've been saying that to myself for the past few months.

But yet i'm enjoying my life by eating. Hahahaha!

Whatever.:D Goodnight!:) Just a short post..

Spent my time watching shows today!

BORING!

Anyway that day i went town walk around when i'm back home.....

My left leg SWOLLEN! My dad asked me if i use one leg to walk isit?

The reason is cause i have been studying AT HOME.

All of sudden walk too much so yeah. Hahaha.

I shall start GOING OUT more often. Get used to it!

Tmr will be going out with my mum. She booked me for the whole day.

Thursday with 6A'07 people! :D (L)

Friday maybe going out with Cheryl, Durene & Chengyi to celebrate our anniversary..

Going sing K & eat! ^^ Excited much.

Ohyah still have to arrange a BUFFET OUTING date with the girls soon as my junior said so.

Even though i'm going out, I'll still be going for trng in the morning at 8-12.

I might leave early on thurs. :)

My time management is very GOOD NOW! Hahaha.

Shall have MORE OUTING. Next week my calendar is still empty.

So shall filled it up with many more outing!

Tmr have to wake up early for doctor appointment at 9.30.

So i have to SLEEP NOW.:D Goodnight!:)

Look out for me!:D

Nursery.

Sec 1...

Sec 2...

Sec 3...

Sec4 haven't get the picture yet. Hahaha.

4years... I just realize that my 4years end just like this.

Exam over yet i don't feel VERY HAPPY.

Like out of sudden have nothing to do.

But sleep out play.. That's not what i want i guess.

Shall find some challenge real soon!:D

First i have to sleep at least 8hrs!

GOODNIGHT! Tmr going TOWN!

Okay lets talk about Graduation Ceremony Day

while waiting for amanda, terence n samuel to finish their paper!

Graduation Day NOBODY cry at all.

I think because the atmosphere not there.

Everybody just hope to LEAVE THE HALL ASAP,

because it's EXTREMELY WARM. Keep perspiring..

If only our hall have air-con...

Lucky i brought a portable fan along! Hahaha.

Madam Ang[Mrs chong] also brought one..

Ended up both of our fan took away by Kim Yong n Sonjula.

Zahirah always bring a hand fan.

So Madam Ang ask from her cause she's not using.^^

After awhile i really cannot take it, so i changed seat.

Sat beside MADAM ANG. Hahaha.

So while she was fanning herself, i can feel the wind too.

Mrs Teo n Madam Ang ah really "chit-chat"[gossip] a lot one eh. Hahaha.

After awhile i request to take pictures of ourselves!

Here u go. :)

One pic was took from her phone.

She hold her phone a bit too high!

Den i faster ask her hold lower a bit,

cause later everybody know we taking picture. Paiseh you know. Hahhaha.

Both of us look cute right? :D Oh n she's beautiful on that day uh.

Finally look like a woman. :x

After the ceremony everybody go take picture!:D

Miss NORMAMA.:D

See her tummy. Hahaha.

Now i cannot imagine how she look like after giving birth.

Look like a mother or look younger? :) Shall see next year.

Mr see! I think his favorite color is red too.

Cool. ;)

Kenneth! I know him since nursery.

Cool uh. 13years going 14!

Hahahaha. I still rmb something embarrassing that happened to him.

Doubt he rmb. I have no idea why i rmb either..

Shall end here about graduation ceremony..

Yesterday went Mac to study after that went Kovan for dinner with parents.

See the guy behind that's eating burger. Not bad right.

Hahahahha! Terence took it.

Was studying anyway.:D

Okay now back to study while waiting. BYE!:D

--->Hello!:)

Cute not?!:D I might want to bring this into exam hall.

Cause i always panic in exam hall and don't really know what to do.

This candylicious bear will definitely helps!

As i always study this bear will be on my study table and keep me company.

So sweet right. Okay now i need get back to study.:)

Goodbye!

29th Sept. 2 days away.. Graduation Day. I'm sure everybody prepare tissues.

Hahahah. Teachers also will bring their tissue box for us uh. I hope.:x

Will be damn embarrassing la.

But this is the only time to see all your friends crying together with u as one. hahaha.

So just cry out loud and make sure louder than anyone else.

Yesterday was my last Mon in school for lessons.

Today was my last Tuesday in school to have lessons.

Tmr will be my last Wed in school having lesson.

And so on. This wk will be my last wk of lesson in secondary.

I'm still kinda upset with it actually.

I have no idea why am i still spending time sleeping in class.

Ending real soon. I should be feeling happy right?

Okay goodbye! Gonna start studying again!

My face really changed..

I have no idea why. My eyes look like going to pop-out anytime.

Pimples all over.. And WORST part is HAIR DROPPING?!?! :o

First thing i will do after exam is go M-I-A.

Cause i need to hide my UGLY FACE from everyone.

To make myself look better is to sleep for 3days!

Should be enough i guess. 7th Oct exam end.

10th Oct then go have FUN.:D

But whatever.. Now i just have to STUDY like there's no TOMORROW!

Last lap. Hahahahahahahahaha.

Idk to be happy or what. Cause i'm not really in the mood.

I miss school actaully. 4 years i haven't really enjoy it.

Nothing i can do now..

Tmr got 3period of maths, hope i can stay AWAKE for that 3period.

Other than that nothing much..

So now i should go finish up what i should for today.

GOODBYE!:)

It will be one of my biggest mistake..

Leaving blank..

But i seriously did double check.

Why didn't triple check.

Serve me right.

I really almost cry on the spot.

Okay.. Whatever it's over.

No point crying over a spilled milk baby.:)

But why people always remind me about it.

Like seriously.. Do u have to like oh ur 7marks gone goodluck.

Can u at least say something like cheer up dun think about it?

But anyway i dun care alrdy. I now really very depress man.

What's wrong with me. I really make ppl speechless..

Why am i so DUMB?! Seriously?

Lee Jia Jie how can u do something like that?!

I thought u always check your work?

Can u give yourself a TIGHT SLAP pls..

Really disappointed with myself MAX.

English so important you know..

7 marks! HELLO 7 eh!

It's like A sure gone. B? might not.

My paper 1 flunk it..

Why do the Cambridge people make the paper so COMPLICATED..

I just wanna REWIND. Really have no idea what to do.

I'm lost once again. SERIOUSLY LOST..

Can anyone out there GUIDE me.

Tired alrdy. Bathe and Sleep.

Bed pls make me sleep n not think.

Goodnight. *CRY*

My phone is having attitude problem to me right now.

Blog is the best! Twitter if i gossip, people might backstab.

Even though it's lock. Facebook WORST...

Nowadays more n more ppl know that i got twitter.

I wish not many of my HATE LIST create twitter uh. Hahahha.

Actually doesn't hate anyone right now..

Just like to gossip when i really find that person ANNOYING.:x

I shall stop this BAD HABIT. Ok whatever. Just off to books nth will happen.:D

Today Nlvl! Make me really nervous. At least prelim not that messy.

But NLVL is like "huh start alrdy?!" Make me kan jiong only.

Okay maybe is my problem. I'm sure that i can do my best!

Tmr is CHI LC!:D Wed is Eng written. Kinda NOT PREPARE..

Typing can make my hands feel tired.. Not suitable for me alrdy.

Maybe writing will be better for now. SO GOODBYE!:)

Punggol Park!
Guess what i went cycling at 8 with my "ahma"[Hui Min]

Hahahha. We actually cycle round n round.

After that we find some place to sit down n chit-chat.

Very long never cycle suddenly cycle my "airs" feel damn pain.

I think my Bicycle Chair ah killing me.

Ytd didn't have enough sleep.

Morning go school with PANDA EYES.

After school back to Primary school.

Really miss my teachers a lot.

Perhaps I miss the FOOD more than anything else.:x

Okay just saying..

I was waiting and realize that the canteen food stall will be closed at 1.

But we only can enter the school at 1.15..

U never know that feeling is like... Forget it.

That Principle Boo. Vice-Principle WORST. Or maybe both BOOOOOO~.

Whatever so just went back look for tchers and chit-chat.

Lunch at Kovan KFC. The food there like diff from other kfc.

After eating it, I feel like vomiting..

They decided to go amanda's house and slack.
So i went back home, get my bike and there i go!

I didn't know there's SHORTCUT to her hse..

Went b.ball court to play b.ball!

Fun fun fun. I was suppose to study.. Opps.:\

Around 7+ I have to meet my "ahma" and go cycle.

Before i get my bicycle, I feel DAMN TIRED.

Like anytime might really faint.
That feeling is TERRIBLE & HORRIBLE TTM!

But lucky when i hop onto my bicycle and start cycling,

I feel MUCH MORE BETTER!:D

In canteen waiting for tchers..

Mrs Ng was my Pri 6 tcher.

Who i gave 99 REAL ROSES to with my friend[adam] 2-3 years ago.

I remember there was a day i was really sick

and still attended school. So i look really pale and tired.

She asked me if i'm sick i knocked my head.

So her lesson she TRIED MANY WAYS to make me laugh.

I actually LAUGHED till the end of her lesson.

After her lesson i realize that i recovered.

That's really miracle uh.. Idk how she did it too.

Today i told her that she shrinks or maybe i grow taller.:x

Okay that's really BAD of me. But she know i was just joking.:D

Tangyao trying to BLOCK fanny. B.ball time! Haha.

NOW GOODNIGHT!

Ytd rain and i'm down with flu today.

I thought i'm strong that's why i didn't catch a cold.

But today what's wrong man.

The weather hot like mad i come home on air-con

and now flu.. Hard to breath! I'm gonna die die die.

No pills for me! NONONO!

Nlvl coming. What if nlvl i sick.

That one really die.

I hate it especially LC u fall sick!

Will totally have no mood to listen and sleep rather than do.

I rmb there was once i vomit just right before chi LC!

Lucky Amanda was in front of me and she was the first one to help me out.

I will rmb that forever ok. Cause I LOVE HER! hahaha.

I still rmb i copy her paper everytime cause she's in front of me.

But i still fail. Dun know how i copy also.

There was once my friend ask me copy hers end up get caught.

Dump max. That alibaba[Her front of the heels is SHARP one) tcher catch us for copying.

Okay. No much time left. 7more wks and my life in secondary school will end.

Believe it or not? That's fast. I haven't really enjoy my life.

Teachers will miss my smile, laughter and my cute face uh.

Ok BHB! Just kidding la.:)

I will go back OFTEN for badminton!

Okay time to study goodbye!

I really have never thought just a few words from you

can haunt me the whole day. I'm serious.

I might disappoint you. But idk why i feel so guilty.

When you ask me not to anymore,

i really feel like giving up in things that i shouldn't be concentrating in.

But how.. Just a few sec can really change everything.

I MUST do what u say. It's good for me.

I have no idea what's wrong with me.
I need stay in a reflection corner.

To reflect my results and many more things that affect my results.

Really need one whole day to lock myself in a room one day.

Make sure i pour everything out and just leave it aside.

N's are coming real soon. Chinese paper n Cpa practical start first.

Really spoil my mood when i think of it.

Gonna spend my time wisely. Next wk have to start studying.

Nowadays i get annoyed easily.

Using too many F word..

Speaking LOUDLY..

This all are ..... BAD!

Anyway i'm really happy that i have people around me

who actually really concern about my results.

Even tried to talk to me.

麦当劳謝謝你. Your words REALLY REALLY HAUNT ME!

WHOLE DAY! "不可以阿!"

And i get affected easily by "STUPID THINGS"

Okay i'm really tired alrdy.

Goodnight.

I promise i will do my BEST for NLVL 麦当劳!

Doubt you will read it. Haha.

Will gossip about you in my blog next time.
If only there are things for me to gossip uh.:)

Yes i believe i can fly..

Do i really believe in myself?

I'm kind of disappointed with my results.

Nag at me pls pls pls.

My 3X senior actaully sms-ed me and

remind me to study. Believe it or not?!

I really touch by her anyway.:D

Will see her next sat!! Miss her very much.

Now my skills dropp so fair competition next sat!

Ytd my dream was kind of fun.

Very touching and upset moment in it.

Idk why i dreamt of such cute/funny/weird dream.

But yeah... I sleep at 1am ytd.

Before that my face was RED..

Guess what didn't know that orange breezer

just taste like orange.

Today out for a movie and back home.

ZOOKEEPER! Very nice u know.

Nowadays i spend most of my time watching movie..

Waiting for "The smurfs" to be OUT!

Maybe friday shall ask my friends out for prawning.

Never go prawning before. Sua Gu right?

Okay back to school tmr. Nobody like it.

Disappointment is what i always get.

Even though at the end of the day it's still the same.

But i still keep trying n trying.

Till the day i get what i want.

Or i might let feeling slowly fade away..

Goodbye. Back to myself tmr in school pls.

HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL!

Don't worry, Be happy! That's more like ME.

Cheese! Damn nice. @international seafood Restaurant.

Never regret going. Even though kinda weird.

I went there main food is this CHEESY FOOD!:D

This wk i really eat a lot a lot a lot good food.

Only for this wk. I DID EXERCISE TOO OK!

Heehee. So now guess what..

Body ache all over, such a weak person..

Am enjoying life now. Tmr movie again!

Maybe after next wk shall start studying again.

I know people might not believe but who cares.

My science get 69/100...=.= Suck TTM.

If i have a bf first thing is COUPLE TEE.

I find it damn cute. :D

So if i have a bf means i will have a couple tee.

But not so soon uh.. Maybe 3-5 years later.

I still promise someone to show her for approval before tgt.

Years later... To be continue...

SWENSONS!!! (L)

Farewell for meilin.

But really seriously it's FUN.

Now i know how cure sadness is to GET OUT of hse

with some cheerful and fun people for LUNCH/DINNER.

Seriously NOW i feel like i'm the happiest girl ever!

Trust me. I am. It's been a while..

YOOHOO!!! EVERYBODY MUST BE ENJOYING RIGHT NOW!

THIS POST IS JUST DAMN AWESOME!

CAUSE I AM A HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON NOW NOW NOW!

Meilin take care 3years ltr i will DEFINITELY GO FIND U! (L)

LOVE EVERYBODY! LOVE MYSELF TOO! Tmr movie & seafood jumbo! ^^

STUDY GOODBYE! Tonight have to sleep at 3am..