LJJ's Memories

2012-02-10T20:51:00.003+08:00

Life changes but have no warning..

When i come into this school for the first few days everything was fine.

After a few days everything changed.

Nothing will last as time goes by..

I really hope time can rewind it to the 1st wk of sch.

It was really fun. :)

Now if u ask me i will just say okok.. So so. Fine.

I will not say "SCHOOL IS AWESOME" anymore..

Chances don't come often..

U have to make choices in chances.

Choices have consequences..

So think carefully.

Goodnight.

2012-01-02T00:51:00.002+08:00

My yearSSSS ahead will be GREAT. AWESOME & BEST! hahaha.

I'm planning my overseas with my friends. Wish that schools holidays for JC/POLY & ITE is the same.

First i MUST go GENTING with my friends! After that indo!

Hahhaha like shiok only. Saving up now for everything. :)

I really hope my parents will allow me. I know it's dangerous but i know my limit.

I know what i am doing. No longer kids. :x BUT STILL SWEET 16 AS EVER! hahahah!

I will make sure i go in a piece & come back also a piece. Maybe with FATS. :x

I MUST enjoy my life! 2012 is a GOOD START OF IT!

Everything is A MUST. Just hoping my holiday for march is 3wks!

So 1st wk family overseas 2nd wk genting 3rd wk indo.

Perfectly GOOD. Hahahha. Okay. I actually HAVE MANY THINGS TO POST.

Just too tired currently.

Love everything that's happening!

Other than SCHOOL STARTING. :(

GOODNIGHT!

2011-12-30T00:02:00.001+08:00

The noMADic race green edition make me feel that i have not wasted my holiday. :)

2011-12-02T23:09:00.009+08:00

I'm ENJOYING my life like nobody business.

Was away from home 3 days for Bowen Badminton Camp!

Did a lot of things in 3 days. Most fun was ytd night.

1Day reach there playing WATER GAMES with them!:D Cool uh! ;)

Around evening went visit Normama! Adam was really CUTE!

First time carrying LESS THAN 1DAY OLD BABY? Omg yes! My first time!

Didn't expect myself to carry him!

Took a picture with him. AWESOME AND CUTE. Just like me!:x

2nd day have trng in the morning but i was sleeping till 10+ in cabada lounge,

cause was really tired and i guess we all slept around 2am.

Wash up, went to the hall and look for EVERYBODY.Cause they having trng and seniors helping out.

I guess i'm the only one sleeping, so i went to take a look.

End up i played a doubles and out i go to have lunch with Jeanette, Mr see and Mr lim!

After lunch Mr See and Mr Lim decided to visit Normama! So i join along.

Jeanette went back home and study. :)

So 2nd time visiting her! Hahahha.

After visiting her we went back to school.

Miss Chia and the teams are playing some chairs game.

Mr Lim decided to join in cause he thought that it was easy.

Miss Chai and i decided to sit on the chair with the team and Mr Lim is the one WALKING AROUND!

Was really fun! :)

After that game they play Musical chair! I was the winner or Xin Hui maybe.

Cause we alumni no point for winner. As we didn't form a team. So yeah so get the point for her team. :)

Musical chair make me a bit giddy so took a break.

The rest of them play FLOORBALL!

Rest and chit-chat all.

6pm get ready for BUFFET!

Seniors came back and play PAST VS PRESENT.

Was fun la. As u know PAST rusty already..:(

Around 10pm everybody went off to get ready the farewell that they gonna do for Mr Lim.

Only the seniors all stay in the hall delay Mrlim time till 11.15.

Miss Chia den act VERY SERIOUS and tell him that she got something to speak to him in canteen.

Mr Lim was kinda shock/worry/blur.

While they talking in the canteen all seniors RUSH to humanities room, cause the whole team there and ready to surprise him. :)

Hahahha. And everything goes well. Cake and everything. Maybe 1 or 2 of them cried.

But lucky nobody see or else ALL of them sure cry.

1 cry all cry that's how STRONG our team spirit are. :D

At night went everybody dismiss from the humanities room,

some of the seniors went back to the hall and continue playing BADMINTON.

HaoFang and I went buy drinks at 7-11.

After that back to cabada lounge chit-chat.

Around 2am slowly one by one all come in and

start chit-chatting to GOSSIPING! Hahahah. Everybody was there at 2.45am.

Around 4am we was still chatting and the guys all sleeping.

This part was really most fun part, cause like hardly will have chance to actually sit down and talk non-stop till morning. Around 5am we went out to have INSTANT NOODLE at 7-11.

So called our breakfast. Back to school around 6.30am. A few of them still have project to do so they do and talk at the same time. Around 7.30 all of us really too tired so took a nap.

Other than Erica she can dun sleep one. Hahaha.

So joanna leave first cause she gng overseas.

After that Erica, Alisa and Yanni leave at 8.30am.

Around 1oam Gweynnie, Janani, Huimin, Milly and i went home.

Home Sweet Home!

Now i have Sore throat, flu and diarrhea.

I have no idea what i ate. So i shall have a good rest tonight.:)

Pictures time!

Adam!

Sec 1s.

Sec 2s.

Sec 3s.

Sec 4s. [Many couldn't make it.]

Alumni girls.

Alumni Guys.

Miss Chia and Mr Lim.

Piggy Back!

Water Bomb game!

My Ahma! :)

Suan Mei sister uh. Hahaha.

After all, we're ONE BIG FAMILY!!!

2011-10-30T23:03:00.002+08:00

Busy week ahead soon!

Monday-Training

Tuesday-Chalet

Wednesday-Chalet

Thursday-Maybe outing/Chalet

Friday-Going Korea.

Saturday-In Korea

Sunday-In Korea.

Hhahahaha.

No matter how busy i'm.

I will still find time just for you and ask u out. :)

Gonna have a good rest soon. Later mama buying supper home!

I'm hungry.. :( Getting real FAT now. It's time to lose weights..

Okay i've been saying that to myself for the past few months.

But yet i'm enjoying my life by eating. Hahahaha!

Whatever.:D Goodnight!:) Just a short post..

2011-10-12T00:10:00.009+08:00

Spent my time watching shows today!

BORING!

Anyway that day i went town walk around when i'm back home.....

My left leg SWOLLEN! My dad asked me if i use one leg to walk isit?

The reason is cause i have been studying AT HOME.

All of sudden walk too much so yeah. Hahaha.

I shall start GOING OUT more often. Get used to it!

Tmr will be going out with my mum. She booked me for the whole day.

Thursday with 6A'07 people! :D (L)

Friday maybe going out with Cheryl, Durene & Chengyi to celebrate our anniversary..

Going sing K & eat! ^^ Excited much.

Ohyah still have to arrange a BUFFET OUTING date with the girls soon as my junior said so.

Even though i'm going out, I'll still be going for trng in the morning at 8-12.

I might leave early on thurs. :)

My time management is very GOOD NOW! Hahaha.

Shall have MORE OUTING. Next week my calendar is still empty.

So shall filled it up with many more outing!

Tmr have to wake up early for doctor appointment at 9.30.

So i have to SLEEP NOW.:D Goodnight!:)

2011-10-08T02:28:00.002+08:00

Look out for me!:D

Nursery.

Sec 1...

Sec 2...

Sec 3...

Sec4 haven't get the picture yet. Hahaha.

4years... I just realize that my 4years end just like this.

Exam over yet i don't feel VERY HAPPY.

Like out of sudden have nothing to do.

But sleep out play.. That's not what i want i guess.

Shall find some challenge real soon!:D

First i have to sleep at least 8hrs!

GOODNIGHT! Tmr going TOWN!

2011-10-04T13:17:00.010+08:00

Okay lets talk about Graduation Ceremony Day

while waiting for amanda, terence n samuel to finish their paper!

Graduation Day NOBODY cry at all.

I think because the atmosphere not there.

Everybody just hope to LEAVE THE HALL ASAP,

because it's EXTREMELY WARM. Keep perspiring..

If only our hall have air-con...

Lucky i brought a portable fan along! Hahaha.

Madam Ang[Mrs chong] also brought one..

Ended up both of our fan took away by Kim Yong n Sonjula.

Zahirah always bring a hand fan.

So Madam Ang ask from her cause she's not using.^^

After awhile i really cannot take it, so i changed seat.

Sat beside MADAM ANG. Hahaha.

So while she was fanning herself, i can feel the wind too.

Mrs Teo n Madam Ang ah really "chit-chat"[gossip] a lot one eh. Hahaha.

After awhile i request to take pictures of ourselves!

Here u go. :)

One pic was took from her phone.

She hold her phone a bit too high!

Den i faster ask her hold lower a bit,

cause later everybody know we taking picture. Paiseh you know. Hahhaha.

Both of us look cute right? :D Oh n she's beautiful on that day uh.

Finally look like a woman. :x

After the ceremony everybody go take picture!:D

Miss NORMAMA.:D

See her tummy. Hahaha.

Now i cannot imagine how she look like after giving birth.

Look like a mother or look younger? :) Shall see next year.

Mr see! I think his favorite color is red too.

Cool. ;)

Kenneth! I know him since nursery.

Cool uh. 13years going 14!

Hahahaha. I still rmb something embarrassing that happened to him.

Doubt he rmb. I have no idea why i rmb either..

Shall end here about graduation ceremony..

Yesterday went Mac to study after that went Kovan for dinner with parents.

See the guy behind that's eating burger. Not bad right.

Hahahahha! Terence took it.

Was studying anyway.:D

Okay now back to study while waiting. BYE!:D

2011-10-02T12:53:00.002+08:00

--->Hello!:)

Cute not?!:D I might want to bring this into exam hall.

Cause i always panic in exam hall and don't really know what to do.

This candylicious bear will definitely helps!

As i always study this bear will be on my study table and keep me company.

So sweet right. Okay now i need get back to study.:)

Goodbye!

2011-09-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

29th Sept. 2 days away.. Graduation Day. I'm sure everybody prepare tissues.

Hahahah. Teachers also will bring their tissue box for us uh. I hope.:x

Will be damn embarrassing la.

But this is the only time to see all your friends crying together with u as one. hahaha.

So just cry out loud and make sure louder than anyone else.

Yesterday was my last Mon in school for lessons.

Today was my last Tuesday in school to have lessons.

Tmr will be my last Wed in school having lesson.

And so on. This wk will be my last wk of lesson in secondary.

I'm still kinda upset with it actually.

I have no idea why am i still spending time sleeping in class.

Ending real soon. I should be feeling happy right?

Okay goodbye! Gonna start studying again!

2011-09-26T22:52:00.003+08:00

My face really changed..

I have no idea why. My eyes look like going to pop-out anytime.

Pimples all over.. And WORST part is HAIR DROPPING?!?! :o

First thing i will do after exam is go M-I-A.

Cause i need to hide my UGLY FACE from everyone.

To make myself look better is to sleep for 3days!

Should be enough i guess. 7th Oct exam end.

10th Oct then go have FUN.:D

But whatever.. Now i just have to STUDY like there's no TOMORROW!

Last lap. Hahahahahahahahaha.

Idk to be happy or what. Cause i'm not really in the mood.

I miss school actaully. 4 years i haven't really enjoy it.

Nothing i can do now..

Tmr got 3period of maths, hope i can stay AWAKE for that 3period.

Other than that nothing much..

So now i should go finish up what i should for today.

GOODBYE!:)

2011-09-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

It will be one of my biggest mistake..

Leaving blank..

But i seriously did double check.

Why didn't triple check.

Serve me right.

I really almost cry on the spot.

Okay.. Whatever it's over.

No point crying over a spilled milk baby.:)

But why people always remind me about it.

Like seriously.. Do u have to like oh ur 7marks gone goodluck.

Can u at least say something like cheer up dun think about it?

But anyway i dun care alrdy. I now really very depress man.

What's wrong with me. I really make ppl speechless..

Why am i so DUMB?! Seriously?

Lee Jia Jie how can u do something like that?!

I thought u always check your work?

Can u give yourself a TIGHT SLAP pls..

Really disappointed with myself MAX.

English so important you know..

7 marks! HELLO 7 eh!

It's like A sure gone. B? might not.

My paper 1 flunk it..

Why do the Cambridge people make the paper so COMPLICATED..

I just wanna REWIND. Really have no idea what to do.

I'm lost once again. SERIOUSLY LOST..

Can anyone out there GUIDE me.

Tired alrdy. Bathe and Sleep.

Bed pls make me sleep n not think.

Goodnight. *CRY*

My phone is having attitude problem to me right now.

2011-09-05T17:44:00.003+08:00

Blog is the best! Twitter if i gossip, people might backstab.

Even though it's lock. Facebook WORST...

Nowadays more n more ppl know that i got twitter.

I wish not many of my HATE LIST create twitter uh. Hahahha.

Actually doesn't hate anyone right now..

Just like to gossip when i really find that person ANNOYING.:x

I shall stop this BAD HABIT. Ok whatever. Just off to books nth will happen.:D

Today Nlvl! Make me really nervous. At least prelim not that messy.

But NLVL is like "huh start alrdy?!" Make me kan jiong only.

Okay maybe is my problem. I'm sure that i can do my best!

Tmr is CHI LC!:D Wed is Eng written. Kinda NOT PREPARE..

Typing can make my hands feel tired.. Not suitable for me alrdy.

Maybe writing will be better for now. SO GOODBYE!:)

2011-09-02T00:05:00.007+08:00

Punggol Park!
Guess what i went cycling at 8 with my "ahma"[Hui Min]

Hahahha. We actually cycle round n round.

After that we find some place to sit down n chit-chat.

Very long never cycle suddenly cycle my "airs" feel damn pain.

I think my Bicycle Chair ah killing me.

Ytd didn't have enough sleep.

Morning go school with PANDA EYES.

After school back to Primary school.

Really miss my teachers a lot.

Perhaps I miss the FOOD more than anything else.:x

Okay just saying..

I was waiting and realize that the canteen food stall will be closed at 1.

But we only can enter the school at 1.15..

U never know that feeling is like... Forget it.

That Principle Boo. Vice-Principle WORST. Or maybe both BOOOOOO~.

Whatever so just went back look for tchers and chit-chat.

Lunch at Kovan KFC. The food there like diff from other kfc.

After eating it, I feel like vomiting..

They decided to go amanda's house and slack.
So i went back home, get my bike and there i go!

I didn't know there's SHORTCUT to her hse..

Went b.ball court to play b.ball!

Fun fun fun. I was suppose to study.. Opps.:\

Around 7+ I have to meet my "ahma" and go cycle.

Before i get my bicycle, I feel DAMN TIRED.

Like anytime might really faint.
That feeling is TERRIBLE & HORRIBLE TTM!

But lucky when i hop onto my bicycle and start cycling,

I feel MUCH MORE BETTER!:D

In canteen waiting for tchers..

Mrs Ng was my Pri 6 tcher.

Who i gave 99 REAL ROSES to with my friend[adam] 2-3 years ago.

I remember there was a day i was really sick

and still attended school. So i look really pale and tired.

She asked me if i'm sick i knocked my head.

So her lesson she TRIED MANY WAYS to make me laugh.

I actually LAUGHED till the end of her lesson.

After her lesson i realize that i recovered.

That's really miracle uh.. Idk how she did it too.

Today i told her that she shrinks or maybe i grow taller.:x

Okay that's really BAD of me. But she know i was just joking.:D

Tangyao trying to BLOCK fanny. B.ball time! Haha.

NOW GOODNIGHT!

2011-08-16T21:01:00.002+08:00

Ytd rain and i'm down with flu today.

I thought i'm strong that's why i didn't catch a cold.

But today what's wrong man.

The weather hot like mad i come home on air-con

and now flu.. Hard to breath! I'm gonna die die die.

No pills for me! NONONO!

Nlvl coming. What if nlvl i sick.

That one really die.

I hate it especially LC u fall sick!

Will totally have no mood to listen and sleep rather than do.

I rmb there was once i vomit just right before chi LC!

Lucky Amanda was in front of me and she was the first one to help me out.

I will rmb that forever ok. Cause I LOVE HER! hahaha.

I still rmb i copy her paper everytime cause she's in front of me.

But i still fail. Dun know how i copy also.

There was once my friend ask me copy hers end up get caught.

Dump max. That alibaba[Her front of the heels is SHARP one) tcher catch us for copying.

Okay. No much time left. 7more wks and my life in secondary school will end.

Believe it or not? That's fast. I haven't really enjoy my life.

Teachers will miss my smile, laughter and my cute face uh.

Ok BHB! Just kidding la.:)

I will go back OFTEN for badminton!

Okay time to study goodbye!

2011-08-12T23:50:00.002+08:00

I really have never thought just a few words from you

can haunt me the whole day. I'm serious.

I might disappoint you. But idk why i feel so guilty.

When you ask me not to anymore,

i really feel like giving up in things that i shouldn't be concentrating in.

But how.. Just a few sec can really change everything.

I MUST do what u say. It's good for me.

I have no idea what's wrong with me.
I need stay in a reflection corner.

To reflect my results and many more things that affect my results.

Really need one whole day to lock myself in a room one day.

Make sure i pour everything out and just leave it aside.

N's are coming real soon. Chinese paper n Cpa practical start first.

Really spoil my mood when i think of it.

Gonna spend my time wisely. Next wk have to start studying.

Nowadays i get annoyed easily.

Using too many F word..

Speaking LOUDLY..

This all are ..... BAD!

Anyway i'm really happy that i have people around me

who actually really concern about my results.

Even tried to talk to me.

麦当劳謝謝你. Your words REALLY REALLY HAUNT ME!

WHOLE DAY! "不可以阿!"

And i get affected easily by "STUPID THINGS"

Okay i'm really tired alrdy.

Goodnight.

I promise i will do my BEST for NLVL 麦当劳!

Doubt you will read it. Haha.

Will gossip about you in my blog next time.
If only there are things for me to gossip uh.:)

2011-08-10T22:03:00.001+08:00

Yes i believe i can fly..

Do i really believe in myself?

I'm kind of disappointed with my results.

Nag at me pls pls pls.

My 3X senior actaully sms-ed me and

remind me to study. Believe it or not?!

I really touch by her anyway.:D

Will see her next sat!! Miss her very much.

Now my skills dropp so fair competition next sat!

Ytd my dream was kind of fun.

Very touching and upset moment in it.

Idk why i dreamt of such cute/funny/weird dream.

But yeah... I sleep at 1am ytd.

Before that my face was RED..

Guess what didn't know that orange breezer

just taste like orange.

Today out for a movie and back home.

ZOOKEEPER! Very nice u know.

Nowadays i spend most of my time watching movie..

Waiting for "The smurfs" to be OUT!

Maybe friday shall ask my friends out for prawning.

Never go prawning before. Sua Gu right?

Okay back to school tmr. Nobody like it.

Disappointment is what i always get.

Even though at the end of the day it's still the same.

But i still keep trying n trying.

Till the day i get what i want.

Or i might let feeling slowly fade away..

Goodbye. Back to myself tmr in school pls.

HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL!

Don't worry, Be happy! That's more like ME.

2011-08-07T23:03:00.006+08:00

Cheese! Damn nice. @international seafood Restaurant.

Never regret going. Even though kinda weird.

I went there main food is this CHEESY FOOD!:D

This wk i really eat a lot a lot a lot good food.

Only for this wk. I DID EXERCISE TOO OK!

Heehee. So now guess what..

Body ache all over, such a weak person..

Am enjoying life now. Tmr movie again!

Maybe after next wk shall start studying again.

I know people might not believe but who cares.

My science get 69/100...=.= Suck TTM.

If i have a bf first thing is COUPLE TEE.

I find it damn cute. :D

So if i have a bf means i will have a couple tee.

But not so soon uh.. Maybe 3-5 years later.

I still promise someone to show her for approval before tgt.

Years later... To be continue...

2011-08-03T23:23:00.003+08:00

SWENSONS!!! (L)

Farewell for meilin.

But really seriously it's FUN.

Now i know how cure sadness is to GET OUT of hse

with some cheerful and fun people for LUNCH/DINNER.

Seriously NOW i feel like i'm the happiest girl ever!

Trust me. I am. It's been a while..

YOOHOO!!! EVERYBODY MUST BE ENJOYING RIGHT NOW!

THIS POST IS JUST DAMN AWESOME!

CAUSE I AM A HAPPY GO LUCKY PERSON NOW NOW NOW!

Meilin take care 3years ltr i will DEFINITELY GO FIND U! (L)

LOVE EVERYBODY! LOVE MYSELF TOO! Tmr movie & seafood jumbo! ^^

STUDY GOODBYE! Tonight have to sleep at 3am..

2011-08-02T14:16:00.002+08:00

Morning late for school.

Just cause i waited n waited for disappointment once again.

Prelim just....

Continue urself.:)

Science n maths finally over.

Now left ebs i'm actually quite worried abt.

If i want to get 1st in class still got chance to chase up.

Imagine my EBS n CPA get 1st. Confirm 1st in class.

But hor. CPA i lousy without practical n Coral draw.

Last time my coral draw always get first.

Maybe cause the tcher like me as a student.:)

I'm a very SOCIABLE n CHEERFUL.

But Cambridge people will never see my CHEERFUL FACE.

Sad for them and sad for me.

So now i'm suppose to take a nap!

But am actually planning Thurs n Fri outing.

Thurs will be GHOST movie with classmate.

Dinner with parents!

Friday will be shopping with Sisters.:D

And maybe buffet? Haha.

I just wanna eat n eat n eat!

Cause prelim really....

Time to enjoy after this.

Sunday having Dim Sum!

I wanted to cut my hair this Friday.

But 7th month[GHOST FESTIVAL] cannot i guess.

I was like waiting n waiting for my prelim over so can CUT!

Ok shall stop here.:)

Goodbye.

I think you're just a normal person.

Why the fk did i get tricked by you.

Lies n Truth i can't differentiate it anymore,

Cause everything said by u are truth to me.

2011-07-29T17:46:00.004+08:00

Today prelim English paper! We took it in the hall.:)

Was really tired and i actually just doze-off while doing.

Lucky i went to the toilet. Wanted to wash my face only.

But the tcher follow me so it's weird if i dun use the washroom.

Hahahahaa. Damn funny. Lucky she stand outside.

Cannot imagine Nlvl man.

Now prelim 1/2 of my textbook are not touched yet.

Sat n sun is for me to study. Hope i can really cover up almost all the chapters.

Just now when i reached home i scroll through our messages.

The 1st day n last day was totally diff.

I have nothing to say. But that message was not i send one?

U believe it or not is up to u.

Gonna say lie? Yah i'm a liar.

But no matter what i will still be the same me.

Goodbye.

Cricket are making noise every night.

And i'm still smiling about the sound of lizard.

2011-07-28T21:07:00.001+08:00

ANGRY MAX!

My dad cut coconut and bring into my room!

Dripping all over. Actually dripped on my bed i think.

I was so angry till i scream. Omg.

I must be crazy.. Too stress.

Not a good excuse. Whatever. Goodbye..
Study.

2011-07-27T23:17:00.004+08:00

When we first talked on the phone..

After afew days....

What about now?...

Ignoring...

But...

I just can't let myself ignore it.

You're just a few meter away from me..

But i feel that we're like one end to another.

I'm still waiting n waiting. Just like waiting for the sky to drop.

Ok just being random..

Study time all eaten up.

Didn't expect myself to watch harry potter.

Hahaha. Surprisingly it's nice.:)

I actually told friends it's not matter of the show.

What matters is the person i'm watching with.

But it's just a joke la. Just trying to act sweet. Haha.

Next wk after prelim going to watch GHOST SHOW.

That's how i enjoy my life when it's a down moment.

Goodnight.. Such a "EMO" post.

Shall post another one when my mood is better.

2011-07-26T20:19:00.002+08:00

Is this all i have been waiting for? Is this all i have been searching for?

I once told myself just purely friends.

What about it now? Not anymore..

Wtf is happening man?

So wrong la. Nuggets..

Nlvl pls over asap. After that everything can fall to me.

I make sure i solve every problem by that time.

But not now...

Goodbye.

2011-07-24T19:42:00.003+08:00

Tmr tmr tmr! Nlvl Chinese oral.

GOOD LUCK. See so many CHINESE WORDS will die.

I actually feel like studying other subject for prelim.

But NLVL is MUCH MORE IMPORTANT.

How ah? Tsk. Stress. All the stress coming.

I need need need study study study pills pills pills.

If there's such pills i will make sure i buy and eat!

MAKE SURE MY MIND CAN PUT IN ALL MY TEXTBOOKS

and of course all the CHINESE WORDS!

Damn! Really need go IMH soon. Rmb come n visit me.:)

I need get 1st u know. I'm really afraid of not getting 1st.

Just because i afraid that people ard me who set the target

for me will get disappointed. :( I dun like it..

I hate to see that disappointed look..

I hate to hurt people actually. But i'm trying my best.

If i can't i'm sorry. But i'm not at my standard yet.

Why is that so? Pls get me back to the books!

Like immediately! I'm really very nervous for tmr oral.

So what if i can speak but can't read..

In front of the 2 TCHERS i will never speak properly.

Even towards 1 i can't. Wish my mum is a chinese tcher.

So maybe might have chance that she take me for oral.

I sure get B!=x

What if i really get crazy one day?

Will u still be my friend? Lol.

我爱上了一个不应该爱的人

Goodbye.

2011-07-21T17:14:00.004+08:00

The way you look at him is totally different.

Think of how u look at him..

Who are you thinking about when i never even say his name?

Is it someone who u fall in love with, without knowing?

2011-07-21T16:29:00.008+08:00

HELLO! HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY!

Excited to see the pictures? Haha.

I like to be in BOWEN.

I regretted for not wearing in the past 3yrs.

It's really fun today and u can really feel it.

Few more months and i will be leaving.

Ask me if i miss bowen? Who don't..

I wish i retain with my whole class even.=x

Retain as in go 4NA next year tgt. I WISH LA.

A wish that never come true is a dream.

Ok so is my dream for all of them n me to go 4NA next yr.

I just like my life in secondary school. It's ending. Real soon.

ENDING. 4years that's very fast. Miss everything in bowen.

Even though some of the people i know them abit later

but still LOVE THEM & MISS THEM MAX!

How i wish people will never come n go.
I find myself very selfish i wish everything belong to me and just me.

But if there's no competitors there will be no improvement.

So if u think that belongs to you snatch it back.

If not let it go.:D BEST OF THE BEST!

Okay today lesson was FUN!

Pe sit there chit-chat, eng take a short nap.

Recess was suppose to find normama.

But she not in the office so i waited awhile.

She still doesn't appear.[MUST BE HIDING FORM ME]

When recess going to end i went back find her.

One tcher said that she's hiding there.

I wanted to go in the office n take with her.

But her table too messy la.

Took one of her sour plum from her table.

VERY NICE you know. It's sweet actually.

We went out took pictures.

When we going back class she told me she will go my class later to take pic tgt with the class.

I was like shocked. She said cause last year and she teach us in sec 1 before.

Went back to class after that, eng we do some comprehension.

So was kinda tired after doing. The whole class was VERY QUIET.

I told Mrs thoo that a person only can concentrate 45mins max.

So after awhile she told the whole class ok if u all want take pic go ahead.

Continue the work at home.:D

Maths lesson i was humming half of the lesson.

Idk why but it feels good.^^ Hahahhaa.
When i stop humming i feel like sleeping cause not in high spirit.

Oh and NORMAMA actually appeared but didn't take pic.

I think she came because of the lost n found wallet only.

Or maybe she want take but we was having test.

Cheat my feeling one la! After maths is CE CE CE!

Got test again and we actually cheated.

Beside the flag on the of the board got all the bowen misson all.

So we copied from there. :D Last 20mins take pic.

Class photo... Group photo... And many more.

I asked MADAM ANG to do center parting our hair and take tgt.

She dun want. NOT FUN ONE!

So we actually sit there and self-take tgt for a few shots.

After CE got Chinese ACP. TIll 3+. Am tired now..

Upload picture, try study & Sleep!

I doubt i can study now very tired.

Photo time!

No need say everybody will know her!:D

As SWEET as always.

Normama! Introduce u'll one person.

Around Dec or Jan u'll know.

As FIERCE as always.

MADAM ANG! :D Self-shot.

As LOUD as always.

English Tcher. Mrs thoo!

As CUTE as always.

3-4 Years of friendS!

AS FRIENDS AS ALWAYS!:D

Actually got many more. Almost all will be on FB.

Cause some is for myself n the person to see ONLY.:D

Act abit SECRETIVE! So i got my PRIVACY! HAHAHA!

GOODBYE!
Pictures are just memories what matters is the moment.

Treasure it.:)

2011-07-20T23:04:00.002+08:00

Omg... I'm slacking today. No way.

Help. I NEED TIME TIME TIME!

I really need study study study!

How ah? Really no time already.

Anyway my mother really have no taste.

Say my taste in color very ugly! Angry!

Don't want to let her see me wearing the Baju Kurong!

I think i wear the baju kurong very nice!!:D

Hahahha. Self-praising.

Thanks to BELOVED MUMMY cause she help me choose.

I LIKE IT VERY MUCH!

Even though i have to try my best to walk like "GIRL".

Can't open my leg too big tmr.

In class i will be having a hard time to put my legs.

Normally in class i will anyhow sit one.=x

But time to learn how to be more GIRLY!:D

Excited much! <3 GOODBYE!

Will upload picture tmr!:D <3

2011-07-20T00:28:00.002+08:00

Love shopping.

Guess what i can actually study halfway and use comp to blogshop!

What nonsense right.. But i really too tempted to buy everything.

Now i'm damn hungry 12.30AM...

I need some time to study more. But sleep is most impt.

Tmr got lesson lesson n lesson. So have to sleep n enjoy my lesson tmr.

I'm really very hungry right now. LOL! I need some food food food!

Okay shall go to bed tmr den study. I trying to follow my timetable nowadays.

Cause i tried to give myself lesser chapters to study in a day.

So i'm happy to fulfill myself with studies n exercise.

It's been a long time since i go cycling.

I feel like cycling man! It's either nobody have bicycle or not free..

But at least i tried to jog. Monday went jogging with .....

After that the PT was really tiring. I felt giddy.

I asked mr lim whether physical will make u feel giddy not.

He said maybe is BLOOD RUSH or something la.

But dun happen often and it happened on me.

What crap.. Tuesday went trng was tiring.

Idk why but dropped too much. Hard to catch-up.
Tmr i shall go jog too! I realized the more i study the more i exercise.

Whenever exam coming i will start jogging. Really mad liao.

But study is now part of my interesting life.

Cause when i finish studying i feel happy.

Like i actually STUDIED! Woah. Hahahhaha.

Encouraging myself.^^ Time for bed.

Tmr got maths, ebs and science.

All the tiring and headache subject...

What to do? Suck it up and continue my journey!

GOODNIGHT!:D

2011-07-16T15:51:00.003+08:00

I have a very big secret to myself!!!
I dun want say later doesn't work again.
But am very happy with it right now!:D
Oh and i reduce sms-ing already!
I rmb last time i can text 1000+++ in 1 month.
Now i not sure but am sure i one day text less than 20.
Cool right! Happy with myself.
But i shall try not to sms "you" anymore.
Cause it's damn useless. Wasting my sms only.
Majiam like smsing the wall like that.
But at least i experience something new,
and prove to myself something.
Okay idk why but am feeling great NOW!
Actually i know why but not telling.
Must keep abit abit of things to myself.
Or share with diff ppl like that hor
nobody will ever know EVERYTHING abt me!
Clever right. Only my another half will know next time.
Or maybe he also will know half only cause he's another HALF mah.
Another half will be for myself.:) But i got nothing much to share.
Need space u see! I will not let my problem be other's problem.
I rmb one of my tcher say "Don't let your problem be my problem" to one guy.
So i shall not let MY problem be u PEOPLE'S problem.:)
But u people can let ur problem be my problem.
I'm always willing to help if i can!:D HELP AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE!
SHARING IS CARING! LOVES!
GOOD AFTERNOON!
Adeus!

2011-07-14T16:53:00.003+08:00

How ah.. I wish someone can just make a TIMETABLE for me.:(

I'm like totally not following my timetable.

Suppose to study i'm sleeping, watch tv or even using comp.

Useless bum. Now think of rearranging my timetable.

Too messy for me to look at it or even follow it.

Why isit so hard.. Should build my study style place later.

Table can't study la. Comp right in front and tv just turn my head.

So it's like totally cannot concentrate.

Maybe lock me in a room with nothing might help.

Ok i shall go study now to get 1st..

I MUST GET 1ST! I can get 1st.

I believe i can. Endurance.

14 more days to PRELIM &

54 more days to NLVL! NO MATTER WHAT!

Both must get 1st! 1st 1st 1st!

STUDY TIME!

Not as warm as i felt before anymore..

Goodbye!:)

2011-07-11T22:48:00.002+08:00

alalalalalalalalallalalalaalalllalaalalalalalalalaal...
Why why why?
FULL OF QUESTION THAT NO ANSWER TO IT.
Forget it. Goodnight.

2011-07-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

Have never thought of falling in so deep once again.
Dumb or dumb.. In return it's the same. No point.
Whatever i told myself doesn't work anymore.
Once fall down watch out for that path again
and don't fall it twice or else it will hurt more.
Because the same old injury will get cut again.
Hahaha. Whatever i'm bored. Suppose to be studying once again.
Comp just too attractive and i fall into so deeply.
I always thought that things will change..
Outcome will be different.
End up i see nothing just full of questions to myself.

Yesterday went back training..
I played one single and already half dead.
I was like some mad and drunk woman in the court.
Suddenly a thought come to me.
I realised that when i having training,
i will be like some crazy lady who don't care about the surrounding
That's when i really show my madness side of me.
Which hardly normal NOT BOWEN BADMINTON people can see.
Hahahahah!
I still remember when we need to do sprinting in the field for 10-15 sets.
Last few sets i was running and shouting mummy!
End up sitting down there shouting like nobody business.
That's most embarrassing part.. That's when i'm really out of my mind.
When i don't really care about my sweet n cute girl side uh. Dun puke pls!:D
Okay la time to study abit.
Just now cheryl was asking me to call someone.
I suddenly rmb that i seldom call a person unless urgent, meeting or for some reasons.
But if suddenly ask me to call just to ask me what u doing that's hard for me.
Or maybe to my besties only..:)
So if i ever call u just to ask u
what you doing/how are u/are you okay means i really care alot! ^^
Or else normally i will just text. Message is the most simple way.
Okay that's all goodnight!

2011-07-06T23:04:00.002+08:00

Everyone have diff love life story.:)
I'm honoured to know some of the people love life story.
It's interesting. For mine i'm still young to experience it.
Maybe when i'm 21 ask me again.
I might have LONG and INTERESTING story to say.:D
I will keep to myself every single love life story of others.
So dun worry share with me. Haha.
Sharing is caring. That's what sarah once told me.
55 more mins is her birthday. It's been awhile since i contact her.
Suddenly wish her happy birthday very weird but who cares.:)
Ohyah. At the end of the month i will be giving surprise to sometwo[someone+someone].
Haha, sometwo who care alot alot about me in school.. I wish it will be successful.
GOODNIGHT!

2011-07-05T23:12:00.002+08:00

Trying to stop myself.
Firstly is to study.
Secondly is to not letting myself knowing the truth.
Have to accept it. It's fated.
Why the hell can't i study.
Need re-do my timetable.
Everything is wrong so damn wrong la.
Not even started yet i feel damn tired.
Shall really off everything. Life is boring once study start.
So my life is going to be boring for awhile..
JJ have to tolerate it. Jiayou.
Goodnight.
I'm trying to accept the truth.
Lecture someone once and now actually lecturing myself too.

2011-06-30T15:47:00.002+08:00

Tmr celebrating youth day.

It's a day to be yourself. So we can wear anything.

But other than shorts, revealing clothes and many more.

So actually simply just jeans n top with shoes..

That's not really ourselves i guess. xD

Normally girls will wear shorts top n slipper.

That's the simplest things to wear actually.

Aiyah. Actually if really being ourselves just wear pajamas and go school la.

That's the best of ourselves!^^ Haha.

I dun know what to wear..

Normally before i go out i will try out almost a few clothes

to make sure i look good in that mood den leave house.

So tmr morning i shall choose..

I'm having the urge to go cycling..

But the floor is still wet due to the rain earlier.

Oh and i realized that my words are getting sweeter.

NO WAY man... Cannot be this way!!!

I very long never drink sweet talk and eat sweets alrdy.

Okay la. I shall go study now. At least one chap to fulfill myself.

Everything must start from beginning.

And i saw my name on the board i get 2nd in class for MYE.

Shocking news. Cause i didn't did well for MYE.

But Prelim i will definitely try my best and Nlvl i will be like SUPERWOMAN!

Ohoh! Last min my mama came in and ask me go eat dinner now.

So study will postpone! Dinner cannot postpone!:D

GOODBYE!

2011-06-27T14:41:00.003+08:00

First day of school. Kind of no aim.
Thought will have NEW SITTING ARRANGMENT.
End up bullshit. I'm back to EMO CORNER.
But at least didn't have much lesson today.
Other than science and cpa.
I thought of new way to keep myself awake.
Pinching myself but doesn't work.
I dun bear to pinch myself hahaha.
So science lesson accidentally doze-off.
But lucky ky slap my hand somehow i'm wide awake after that.
But not everytime work in that way actually.
Lesson time when body is tired mind can't control.
I tried before. I really talk to my mind but doesn't work.
Suppose to start studying now. But am tired. Feel like sleeping.

Oh and actually this picture is kind of random.
But seriously she's skinny n pretty!:D
I saw her on sat. Got event so i went just to see her.
Hahahaha. But i did some shopping and bought many things too.
Ok la time to rest. GOODBYE!:)

2011-06-22T01:05:00.003+08:00

I miss you. You're special.
Return the watch that always ring at 12am and reminds me of you.
But now without the watch worst..
Idk what happened man. I want U-TURN.
Or go fast forward? I dun want to have feelings.
It sucks..

Yesterday night have BBQ with pri school friends.
FUN & HIGH. But not everyone attended.
Anyway pri school life really great.
Why didn't i cherish?
I just want them to stay with me. Isit hard?
Just THAT friends feeling and nothing more.
But why am i falling in so deep. It's tough.
I must believe in myself. After N's i make sure i enjoy everyday.
I might miss school, Teacher and people but OBVIOUSLY not BOOKS.

Nowadays must study but i dun bother to actually take my books out.
Cause i just need this LAST FEW DAYS to be enjoyable.
Is that hard? But i dun seems like i'm enjoying.
I just want my life back. Stay happy.
I find SOME people who are in love hurt more.
My friends tweet are getting more n more EMO.
But will it be my turn? I DOUBT IT.
Because i must believe in myself n get what i want.
That's what i actually learnt ytd.
Mahaesh told me a story.:)
Really like it very much, even though abit sort of scary.
But at least that guy get what he really once want before.:)
Controlling every words of now.
But seriously fc*k it.
Who give a damn. I shall just study and no big deal.
After N's make myself BUSY or else spend my days sleeping is fine too.
Just dun disturb me. Goodnight.
I'm not perfect.

2011-06-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

CYCLING!
Special people at special place.:D
Was a tiring day out. Cycle alot of up and down hill.
It's really like roller coaster.
I almost die. Hahaha.
Nobody are injured so great!
Really have a great catch-up! Love them.
If u ask me who do i really trust i will say them.[other than family]
They make my day and make me stop thinking of useless stuff..
Next next mon will have gathering again. BBQ!
Excited much. After that might be staying over.
So next fri 17th Class BBQ with sec classmate.
20th BBQ with primary school classmate.
Woah. I will grow fat soon. Am fat anyway.:D

June holiday suppose to slim down end up gain gain n gain.
For the past one wk i have been watching dramas.
To improve my chinese but i can't read the CHINESE SUBTITLE at all.
Was too fast and their word and singapore is totally diff.
After all i just wish to get a chi tuition teacher.
Sweet, nice and pretty CHINESE tutor.
Hardly la..
Only bowen have such CHINESE teacher but not in bowen anymore.
So i'm just kidding.:)
I just need a tutor that can make me change in 3-4months?
Also kind of impossible. But i just want to learn how to READ.
Is that so difficult? Chi word ah chi word.. You know me but i dun know you.:(
I can speak so well and my that.... teacher give me so low mark.
Only cannot read. Angry max. Whatever la. Nobody's listening at all.
ORAL ORAL... What's the point when teacher not even listening.
Eng oral like that, chi oral also like that...
Whatever..

I want to start studying but... but... No excuses?
But... I really dun know how to start...
Once i think of start studying my mind will start to think of what show to watch.
Or i will sleep. Ok. Shall find time to study.
Since i got time nowadays to do many things.
I did jogging with my cousin, was fun even though halfway she cmi.
But while walking we talk alot like endless topics.
That's LOVE. hahahaha. Time for DRAMA!
Goodnight. SWEEEEEEETTTTT DREAMSSSSSS.
Will be waiting for my prince to appear in my dream again.
That's the sweetest dream, that will never feel in real life...

2011-05-24T16:19:00.002+08:00

Give up really easy...
Lucky i did not stop there.
I continue. I'm really exhausted.
Disappointed much.. Whatever.
Good evening.:D
Everything is OVER... Time to not stress.:D
I shall go sleep! GOODNIGHT!:D

2011-05-22T21:41:00.003+08:00

Tuesday is cross-country...
I'm not ready..
Wish that day weather will be good? Like going run but no lightning risks?
That will be the best weather for me to run!:D
Top 10... Isit hard? But no pain no gain.
So if i want to get trophy i must run like mad.
And make sure i feel the pain everywhere after the run.
But i guess when i reach there everything will pull me down.
Jogging should be very relax why am i so nervous?
Crap. This must be really important to me...
Whatever. I must help my team!:D BOWEN BADMINTON!
Overcome all the obstacles n people obviously..
I remember last year some part without tree really make me crazy.
But at least i didn't stop at all and i keep encouraging myself.:D
Am really proud. hahahahhaha! I WILL SHOW IT TO MR KEVIN LIM THAT I CAN!
MUST BE MORE AGGRESSIVE! AHHHHH!
Its time to SLEEP MORE N DRINK MORE WATER! (L)
GOODNIGHT!:D

2011-05-18T22:47:00.003+08:00

Gambling Vs Shopping..
You have no money for me to go shopping.
So where did u get money to go gambling?
Shopping i get something home.
Gambling? Lose more n more..=.=
Can't i save my own money?
Everytime i say i no money u dun believe.
Just because i still keeping my ang bao money..
I dun intend to use any single cents of my angbao money..
U said lie to me. U told me after my facial will come find me.
Oh really? Yah right i went to the toilet came out and thought will see u.
Looking for u retardedly.. End up u telling me collecting money coming soon.
I was so furious abt it and went to amanda's house instead of waiting for u to cab down.
Totally unreasonable.. I'm even skipped my dinner.
Was really angry right now. Not sleeping. I shall have supper.
I have never off my phone just to avoid your call.
This is the first time. Warning. Or else i make sure i dun come home the next time.
Just now i really wish i get into accident and go hospital make u know your mistake.
U will never ever know your mistakes so totally pointless..
Very sorry i doubt so..
Today was totally a bad day.. Not my day. Tears are all over.
I dun feel like going to school.
I will break down anytime anywher tmr.
I'm sure my result will make me feel worst.
WHATEVER.. Goodbye. Dun ask anything..

2011-05-18T00:45:00.008+08:00

Mermaid was once a story that in my life.
Beautiful and sweet lady who is nice n soft..
What abt real life? Ugly? Can't speak & communicate.
Nice?... Whats the point lying to children?
Why adults always say dun say lies when they are saying to their own kids...

I want to know every single reality...
Why do u have to ignore it and avoid it.
Why can't you just face it and at least reply str8 foward.
U should know abt it, it's very obvious.
Thanks for letting me being a fool for the past 1month 14days.
After so long i have believe and yet u make feel hopeless..
Whatever.. Not a MAN at all.
GO n CONTINUE FLIRTING.
I'm sure one day just that day will have KARMA..
I believe cause i now feeling it. Thankfully to you.:)
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH. And THANK YOU VERY MUCH!:D

I just now was so upset that i talked to amanda n play childish games with her.:D
We went to cartoon network play game and addictiongames ah?
I can't rmb. But it was a good way. Make me feel like i'm still in 10-12 yrs old.
Really thanks her.:D LOVE HER LOTS... (L)
Fish & Drip story is always to be continue...
WILL NEVER BE THE END! :D

Today went blading with cy, dj, ws & FISH FISH!:D
hahahahhaha. Rollerblade so can't really talk much.
As we are not pro so we can't blade n talk at the same time.
Most of the time we will communicate by "wooowooowoooo"[falling down]That's not me!
Or "ahhhhahhhahhh"[down slope]
Oh and of course "OMG!"[when somebody falls]
Have a good vesak day after exam.
But now is 2.30 exam period i'm studying.
Not used to sleeping early after a LONG PERIOD OF EXAMS.
Tmr need go back to train. Stamina DROPPED!
I can run ard the school 3round 15mins?!
COKE UPP! Totally ridiculous. I know. SO I MUST TRAIN!
Cross country is GETTING NEARER!
SO GOODNIGHT! Tmr 8.30 trng.

2011-05-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

The first time when i tried to open a CAN DRINK.
I injured my 2finger and keep bleed..
Now after so many times and so many years of opening
I get a cut again.:( Lol.
Lousy or clever? :D
Of course is clever cause nobody but me can open can drink till bleed.
Haahhhaa. The pic make me feel like drinking whatever!
I think nowhere can be found i guess.:(
Whatever. Lol.

Many of them finish their exam already.
But how come dun have the atmosphere.
Normally when others finish but only u have not finish,
you will still feel the atmosphere..
Weird. Must be all worrying about Nlvl n Olvl.
Monday suppose to go on a DATE but somehow somewhere its called "cancelled".
Maybe i just bluffing myself, maybe i'm just the only side.
Dun understand, Nevermind.:D
Because that's for myself to understand.
Tmr maybe my mum wanna go cycling at ECP.
So i might join them.:D If i finish studying my EBS.
Cause i dun want any last min work anymore.:(
Its really very tough. Almost or already given up that day.
But i still fall n stand so after awhile i have to suffer my night to study.
Hahaha. Thats what BADMINTON TEAM TEACH ME.
No wait actually they never even teach me how to quit.
They teach me how to continue when i feel like quitting.
No quitters in badminton team.:D
SO I'M NOT. I WILL ******* WIN U..
WHatever. GOODNIGHT!:D
Hahahhahahahahahahahahahaahahah.
Everyday laugh will be more n more PRETTY!
I will be getting prettier soon.^^ GOODBYE!

2011-05-12T23:41:00.000+08:00

“When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.” –Unknown

“Our greatest glory is not in never failing, but in rising up every time we fail.” –Ralph Waldo Emerson

“It’s not that I’m so smart, it’s just that I stay with problems longer.” –Albert Einstein

“Being defeated is often temporary, giving up makes it permanent.” –Marilyn Von Savant

I agree with the first line.. Thats why this year badminton get into top4.
But what about studies? I have never really hold anything for long..
Everything are so last min. Afternoon i... i... i...
SLEEP! Which is stupid. Cause once i lie down hard for me to get off.
But totally too tired.. Tmr i'm sure worst.
Gonna study now till i finish up everything.
I'm sure tmr once i reach home first thing change and SLEEP.
Make sure i sleep till evening.^^
Maybe evening will go for a jog.
Since the whole week i never really exercise other than my leg n brain.:D
Its time for a workout!!! Maybe that's the reason why am i so lazy nowadays!
Time to WORK HARD!
Even though everybody say last min will not help.
But i will make sure my last min get me to win that bitch.=x
As long as i win her everything worth tonight this night.;D
So will be studying overnight! Which i have nvr really try before.
Only play game overnight before. Hahhahahah!
Goodbye!:D

2011-05-05T20:01:00.002+08:00

Mind control every part of you.
I dun see what heart do. Everything is control by your mind.
Some people always say follow your heart but my heart tell me nothing.
Everything is in your mind thats what i believe. Which is really true.
I'm wondering how does the feeling of in love feels like?
And what about the break up feeling?
Can u take it? No matter what have to step out of the scary dream.
But how long will it take? Dun know dun care.
"I will not be your present and u will not be my future"
This lines speaks everything that i want.:)
Haha. Gooderbye.:D
Study time..

2011-05-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

Whatever..
Am super tired now. But why i have no sense of URGENCY?!
If sleeping can ever help me in studying trust me i will get on my bed IMMEDIATELY.
But sitting in front of the comp will not help too.
Crap la. Time to hide under my bed and study.
I remember i used to lie down on the floor and study.
Hahaha. Where can i go to help me study. Library?
Not my type. Okay. I just dun wish to ling shi bao fuo jiao.:)
Okay. Shall go sleep. Tmr got coursework.
Last 2 hour. Tmr might be the last chance for me to edit.
Gooderbye.

2011-05-02T16:03:00.004+08:00

My two turtle taking afternoon nap..
I also want tak afternoon nap. But sleep too much in the morning.
From 3am to 12pm. Hahahaha. Now trying to study but same..
Lucky my house is not terrace or else i will walk up walk down.
And watch tv if i go down to the living room.xD
Whatever. Other classes exam start tmr and will not stop for 2wks.
Ours start tmr but wed,thurs n fri dun have. Lesson as per normal.
Shouldn't it be no lessons?
The paper wrote classes who are not having papers should go home and self-study what..
Give me 6days staying at home i'm sure after awhile i will eventually study.
Cause sleep till sian le. Today everybody like stay home nothing to do.
Staring at blank space because suppose to study but end up will day-dreaming.
Might as well go out?:D I'm one of them. But today choose to stay home since my dad off.
So just stay home n study maybe later shall go out for DINNER.:D
Too many things to touch up on already.

This time round is the most relax exam that i will be going through.
Cause i keep going out like nobody's business.
Last time even common test i stay home and study.
But i think about it like not studying instead sleep/computer/tv.
So only way to kill time is out of the house.
After awhile i'm sure i will be like now going to study!
GOODERBYE!:D Enough of playing. hahahha.

2011-04-28T19:55:00.004+08:00

When u're dying, u look back in time and realized that its the time to go.
U feel that its just a blink and time flies. So dun rush..
Enjoy every minutes, seconds in life. Will have more memories.:)
Time to have a slow walk JJ.:D Next month coming will it be great?
April was awesome and fast. I feel great during april!
Great month start with great days! So great days of the month will make time flies.
So great years start with great months and great life start with great people!:D

Was watching a chnn5 show which is suppose to be malay but they translated.
It's really meaningful and nice, i cried after watching.
I seldom cry in just one epi of show that i dun know.
Kind of weird. Maybe i used to cry for show too much.

Today went NEX with bebe(phoeBE) and was finding mother's day present.
If u know me well u should know that when i want to get something on that day,
I must get it no matter what but if there's really no choice
i will make sure the next day i will continue to look for it.
So today i bought bag for my mum abit kia su to buy now.
But what to do "singaporean"!:D
Still got something left undone. Hahaha.
So tmr i will continue to search, exams will not stop me from doing things.
But i will stop exam for me doing things.xD
Tmr out to have fun! Bugis and golden mile here i come.
Sat worst... Sota and flea market! ^^
The only day to study are sun n mon?:D
SO PLAY TIME NOW!=x Sometime idk what can motivate myself.
Things that are used to motivate me are not useful anymore.

Just like when u first time give a gift to someone,
that person will be really happy.
But after awhile when u give that person gift,
It's not as happy as the first time.
Cause somehow feels normal.
The first time are always the best time.
Time to eat dinner n watch tv.xD Will study abit later today.
Not to rush anything. Enjoy EVERY MOMENT!
GOODER-BYE!

2011-04-27T16:36:00.003+08:00

Studying? Rubbish la. Even though not sleepy at all.
But brain can't concentrate. Now studying maths.
I doubt i can study sci or ebs. I will sure sleep.
How to get A man.:( Effort are everything.
But i dun see myself putting in effort.
SHITTY! Tsk.. FML. Thinking of cross-country.xD
Feel like training for cross-country.
Cheryl asked mi if i have confidence to get top 10 not.
I'm like ehhh... I think yes. But stamina dropped..
I can't run anymore. Even climb up the stairs i feel tired.
Lucky my class not in Basement now. Or else..
Hahahah. Since last year told myself to jog every morning.
Till now i'm still sleeping in the morning.
How? I'm sure i will get top 10 for cross-country!
Must have confidence.. Should continue to study.
I just did 1 maths qns from 3+ till now.
How great.. Am really slacking too much.
Stay back in school might help but feel so uncomfortable.

Anyway contact yw today!:D Sms her and talk crap. Hahahaha.
She's so gonna help me tidy my room real soon after exam.^^
I want gathering! Fish, Yw & Zl!
Everything after nlv after nlvl.
I'm tired of waiting. Very long nvr open chalet.
Its time to party soon.. Haha.
Mid-year not yet reach i think of nlvl. Great!
I think i will be quite excited for Nlvl.
Cause after that i will go really crazy!:D
EVERYTHING IS WAITING FOR ME TO BE DONE!
MANY THINGS ARE LEFT UNDONE!
SO I WILL BE BACK TO DO EVERYTHING THATS UNDONE SOON!
REALY SOON!:D

Now i really wish to help my friends in their studies.
But idk how to open my mouth to tell them.
I'm afraid that i teaches them the wrong thing.:(
Looking at my friend not knowing anything,
i feel.. Feeling that cannot use by word. How?
I can't even help myself how am i suppose to help others.
Tsk. Really hate myself sometimes.
Its just like if my friend drown i can't jump to the pool and help them.
Because i can't swim. So what to do? Just see my friend die?!
IMPOSSIBLEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! That will nvr happen.
So i shall do something to help my friendssss!
I'm here friends!! WAIT FOR ME!
I should go help myself now first!
GOODER BYE!:D

2011-04-20T19:23:00.004+08:00

Doing nothing that make me regret really sucks.
I regret not going SYF. Idk why the hell I feel really regret about it.
Doing something that make regret too and spoilt my impression from others.
Draw a line is not my type..
If can't affort to take jokes, what for joke with me IN THE FIRST PLACE?
After that go around telling.. Rubbish, next time I know what's DRAW A LINE.
Sorry to everybody, there's a line in between.
Other than my friends n family.:)
I will be more polite and nice ok. Lines will be there.
30cm away from me please. Cause I can't take your jokes..
So please dun act one friendly anymore. I see you'll true colours..
Maybe McDonald is the only one that I can be friendly with.:)
Haha. MADARIN SPEAKER.;D
Oh and of course not forgetting someone who openly talked to me like friend.
Really appreciate it!:D And of course I know my limit.
There's limit but I will not even bother to reach that limit.
I will just be AS FAR AS POSSIBLE from the limit.
Not gonna hate anybody for anything that happened.
Regrets will be there so what. Just let it be.
Cause it happened. Nothing can erase even eraser.
GOODER-BYE!

2011-04-19T16:14:00.002+08:00

Started studying for MYE! Isit too late?
2more weeks to go. Hmmm after mid-year i have many thing wanna do!
But if i have a break, i will relax and deprove again.
Whatever it's from a U can change it to A only i can do it!xD
SO EBS A WILL BE MINE! JUST WAIT! Now is chasing up!
I made a study time-table and idk to follow or not.
Cause thurs mr lim ask me go for training and fri WWW.
How how how? Today and tmr finish up the chaps?
Hard man. One day cannot absorb too many.
Ok if i dun start now really will be too late.
Dun play play man!:D

I'm quite active in class today!
Which is half good half bad, cause english too active.
Was talking crap with the "girls" about "marriage".
HAHAHAH! Totally wrong la to talk about such things during english.
Tmr is wed! Late report to school. But tmr is EBS coursework day too.
Still got 5hours. Dying! Now mrs chong want us concentrate on coursework first.
But i wanna study for my 8 chaps! Should be easy i wish.:)

Mr lim said that i will lose to jolenta when i go back play!
IMPOSSIBLE! I will train even though i dun go training.
Shall go jog everyday!:@ Okay la thats about it!
GOODER-BYE!

2011-04-14T15:36:00.004+08:00

RAINING!
Should start studying EBS chap 2 now.
Before rain stop. Cause i love it when its raining.
And i will be going out when the rain stop.:)
Coursework coursework & coursework. Tmr is the 7th hour for ebs?
Still got 6 more hours. JIA JIE CAN & WILL DO IT!
Everything we go through, others are going through too!
Remember at this age there's NO forever.
So coursework will never do it forever.:D
WILL END SOON! Nlvl of course will end soon but it's matter of when.
So just no complain and go for it. There's always help around u!
YES THERE'S TEACHERS HELPING!:D Really happy with it.
HOHOHO! Gooderbye! SHall go enjoy my tea break & study!

2011-04-12T17:22:00.003+08:00

HELLO HELLO!
Today i'm really tired after selling the foods.
But slept during eng lesson. Everybody was like..
Hahhaah. Should know la.
Now i remember there's coursework tmr and i'm studying science[\m/ `No Link`].
What crap is that?! After coursework MATHS 3 period.
How to study till late night? If i do maths i will BANG...
It's wed tmr. Maybe i shall study till 12 and wake up at 8am?
Will i be late. But i wanna eat breakfast with uuuuu.;D
But there's no reply from u. Tired of waiting actually...
Anyway still slacking. Didn't take nap at all today ok!:D
I can study one. But action speaks louder than word.
So what am i doing are totally crap. Nonsense.
Only when it's night my brain can absorb everything.
So i would rather fully concentration for 1hours than sitting down 3-4 hours without concentration.:(
Mid Year.... Hohoho. It's MYE uh. Great for everyone.
Anyway i really have the urge to change my subject teacher.
Just one month will do? But no point...

Ohyah anyway we earned around 200+ in 2days for the FAS PEOPLE!
Hahahha but i think we can earn more than that. Too bad its only one day.
Now its time to study for mid-year. I stopped going training.
I shall go often la. Tsk. At home wasting time are useless anyway.
I drank 2 bottle of water in 1 hour. Now keep going toilet. LOL.
Goooderbye. Drink water is good for your health!

2011-04-10T01:22:00.005+08:00

Yesterday went take cert and took singapore flyer tgt.:)

Nice right ^^

Behind this pictures there's some JOKES!:D
Its bu neng shuo de mi mi.=x oppsy. Sorry

Grp picture!:)

GARAGE SALES TODAY!!!

See how many of us serving one customer.:( Hahahha!
But what if no customers?

Of course sit down chit-chat.=x
But i'm behind the scenes!

Are u thinking of what i'm thinking?^^
Went home tgt with Madam normala!:D
Took train tgt and was a fun trip!:) Hahhaa.
I actually could smile the whole day by thinking of something!
Thanks to her uh! Now looking at the pictures make me laugh!:D

Ohyah! Miss normala actually treat us popeyes.
But i'm not honoured to eat! Because i ate my lunch before i go there.
Its ok i make sure she will treat me the next time to replace!:D
Was really touched by her actually to treat everyone of us.
She bought 24 chicken! Going to feed pig!=x
Hahaha. Cause all of us born in the year of pig!^^

Really sweet of her to treat us.
Must be vanessa said something to her.
Hahahhaha! I have no idea what she said.
Shall ask her when i have time!:D
Am super awake ytd night slept for almost 12 hrs?=x
Anyway shall stop here.
Gooder bye!:D

2011-04-04T21:48:00.004+08:00

Its been a LONG LONG LONG time since i post.=x I realised things really change fast, every day, hour, min & EVEN SEC.
But things doesn't really matter to me anymore
Not happy with things change den,
not happy with people change the way u see it den.
Why bother to get angry and have more wrinkles/pimples.
It's just a waste of times actually. So why bother.
I have to rush through every chap of my textbook soon.
When will i be real free? After n lvl.

Now wondering whether should i buy roller-blade.
Cause now almost every week i will go blade with my cousins!
This sun i maybe going cycling and late afternoon meeting bb to roller-blade?:D
Excited much u know. Can't wait. Tmr training!!!
Will go help out i guess.:)
Now i have panda eyes...:( HELPPPP!!!! WHEN WILL IT BE CURE?!:(
Should shower and sleep now! GOODERNIGHT~
Remember dun bother yourself with SMALL LITTLE TINY stuff that will make u have MANY WRINKLES.=x

2011-03-31T20:47:00.001+08:00

FORM & CO-FORM! ALSO our EBS TEACHER!:D
Hmmm... Few words i wanna say long ago.
I feel disappointed when they're actually whenever it comes to ebs coursework.
They helped us, they tried their very best, they talk to us nicely & they do their part.
But what are we doing? Taking things not serious at all?
At the end of the lesson will see their face of disappointment.
Esp Madm Ang... But i'm sure they will never ever give up on us.
No matter how bad we're, they will still always behind us to turn us from bad to good.
I BELIEVE I BELIEVE I BELIEVE that u both will never ever give up right?
And of course i will not too! I will try my best to finish 8chaps before MYE.
I dun care. Seriously shall stop training and at any of the school corner to study?
Cause whenever i return from school i will surely first thing take nap.
So i can't stay home... Ok shall stop here for this pic.
Next...

BEBER!!!:D Sweet of us to give her a BOARD!:D
YES! hahahha! I remember she ignore me the first time she came for our training.
Or maybe she actually didn't heard me.
Hahahah. After a few training, we know her more and talk crap with her.:)
She's actually not much age gap from us. So its easier to communicate right?:D
After awhile she's part of our badminton "teacher" that so called in charge us.
But after march holiday she suppose to extend and stay in our school longer...
But not sure why she can't come back n teach. She didn't even know that she's leaving?
So sports day was the so called last meet with her?
Play handphone games are youngster habit uh.:D
Play tap tap, jewels and reactor games with her!!!
Maybe that's the reason that make time flies.:

Anyway Sports day was ok. Still go on quite fast.
Last year i remember i was so frustrated and wanna go home asap.
But this year? It just end without me knowing anything...
Took part in 4x100 relay. Could have win seriously.
But shafina ankle injured so its alright.
Phoebe replace her.:) At lease phoebe tried her best.
Rather than minus point for our class eh!:D
Took some pictures. Oh yah anyway something u all want to see are worth waiting.
So i put one picture behind.
Guess who?!
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Yes its mrs iszal.:) Everyone's favourite? Hahahhah!
Esp TANG CHENG YI/CHERYL!!! Took quite some pictures with her at the end of the sport day.
If they see this they will kill me or hunt her to take pic.
Mrs iszal have to run from north to south.xD
She's caring teacher to all students?
Hahaha. Even to students that she doesn't know.
She's helpful? Maybe not uh.=x
Haiya she's really a great teacher?:D
Ohyah wait singaporean cannot praise uh.=x
TAKE BACK ALL MY WORDS! HEEHEE!
Just kidding la. I shall stop here.
Sadly this is my last sports day in bowen.
Gooder bye...:)

2011-03-22T19:02:00.007+08:00

KL trip long time ago. Just now was looking at all the KL pictures. Really miss everything there. And the people around me. But there's no forever. Everytime people tell me things come and go. When can i not ever let someone come and dun go in my life. You know it hurts to lose someone u really love and appreciate. Nobody have fail to tears when think back time am i right? Unless u really have a miserable past. But i have the most enjoyable memories. Nobody will take away and nobody will stay like the same in my memories compare to now. Why is that so. Why must u leave such memories in my mind and let the people leave me. Can i exchange? Let everything stay and take away my memories. I WANT GO BACK TO KL. Even though its a short while 3D2N but its still great trip with the people! Madm Ang, Miss lee, Badminton girls, guys and Tour guide. Really really really really really really really really great. Can i retain? Maybe i retain might not even have chance to go OLJ with them. But i really wish to gooooooooooooo. When we grow up will we have a chance? I doubt so... Time to let go everything as tmr got tournament really need think abt it. And not thinking about my memories it will only make me tears. WOOOOOOWOOOOOO~~~ Time to bash people like how i did to anderson again. Time to shout and jump in the court. Happy to the max. BADMINTON HERE I COME~~~ Gooderbye.

2011-03-20T20:17:00.004+08:00

Now i know why last year when school reopen i still like holiday mood.

FINALLY! Cause school was fun, not bored, not tired during lesson and everything just like holiday.

Now school reopen i feel like.... Okay no comment.

Today i enjoy myself by watching secrets for sales!

CHINESE DRAMA! Went thailand so missed 5 ep.

Today took 4hours to watch all 5! Nice much!

I didn't even went out with my parents.

Now i'm thinking of clearing my clothes.

But not this week. Or this coming week cause tournament.

When will i be free sitting down infront of the computer

for 4hours just purely watching drama.

Maybe after my cca stands down? I will be free.

But not used to it as for the past 3 years i have been training 4 days a wk?

Even exam period or maybe will stop afew weeks but will resume immediately after exam.

I'm always a busy person with a happy life. Haha.

Because people surround me are always my Kai Xin Guo.[Happy fruits] :D

Currently watching Pink Panther. NICE!!!:D

OMG! I WOULD LIKE TO BUY A DAMN BURGER!!!

SO CUTE! FUNNY TO THE MAX! Really enjoying my sunday!

Oh i will post about my thailand trip soon. But not so soon.=x

Maybe when i'm not tired. Hardly uh.

Mon,wed,fri tournament, Tues, Thurs and Sat training...

6 days of badminton. Good.:)

VERY GOOD. Will miss my coursework on wed?

Maybe not. :D Thats all for today.

Going to enjoy my last few hours of HOLIDAY!:D

GOODER BYE!

2011-03-12T23:38:00.002+08:00

Leaving soon. Haven even pack yet.
Still got homework not done yet.:(
Haven eat my dinner yet, haven even bathe yet and haven even sleep yet.
Haha. Still thought of playing viwawa till 3 with kh.
But now doubt i can. I got many many many many things wanna do.
Haha. As if like i not coming back. Touch wood.
Need do physical there as when i come back only can train on sat.
After that will have national tournament.:(
Really wanna win so badly. Now kind of don't feel like going.
Maybe if i choosen tai wan in the first place i will be mad happy now.
SHAGS. Why did i choose thailand? Its ok.
At least i can go overseas.:D Maybe the next time will be after Nlvl.

Now my left knee got a small cut but it hurts BIG TIME!
Just cause i knock into my wardrobe in the evening.
Okay i better get going to pack my stuff.
MY MUM START NAGGING ALREADY.
Gooder bye!:D

Beloved mummy.

2011-03-10T23:24:00.011+08:00

POST SPECIALLY FOR YOU!

聽媽媽的話　別讓她受傷　想快快長大　才能保護她
Listen to Mother's words. Do no hurt her. Wanna grow up quickly so I can protect her.
美麗的白髮　幸福中發芽　天使的魔法　溫暖中慈祥
The beautiful white hairs. germinate in the happiness. the magic of angel. is kindly with warmth.

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause mummy you're amazing
Just the way you are.

I'm really like a baby girl infront of u

I remember when my hand is sticky because of the sweet "sticky",
u clean it for me with your hand and make sure its not sticky.

I feel mummy's love in it.
When i play with chops while you're busy and i even disturb you with it,
you didn't get angry and thats when i feel like i'm still a little baby.
So i go on and on choped all over your hand and 2chops on mine.
After chopping two chops on my hand, u wipe it for me by using tissue.
But can't really wipe it off, so you brought me to the toilet.
You used water to wipe it for me, but you still can't get rid it of it,
so you used soap to wipe it for me and make sure its clean.
U tried your best cleaning it away and even dry my hand for me.
Thats when i feel mummy's love once again.

And of course i will not forget the warm hug too mummy.
You really make my day.

Remember the day we saw this in the mrt.

U said we should go rob that lady.

Haha. I not very sure why i remember it.

Maybe because didn't expect you will say that?:)

Really grateful to have u. THANKYOU VERYMUCH.

Today bad headache really spoilt my day.
that make me can't enjoy myself during the elective module which is the most fun lesson.
After that went eat, they was chit-chating i can't enjoy it too
because the headache really went bad to worst.
But after i reach home rest awhile feel much more better.
Please don't make me fall sick before going overseas.
I really wanna go take a break so badly.
Its time for to have a one week break?
When i'm back i doubt there will be a chance for me to even take a breath.
Okay that's all for today.:D
GOODNIGHT!:D

2011-03-05T09:35:00.002+08:00

Everyone changed. U can see it by yourself.
From happy to sad. Life is it so miserable?
I guess no its just the way u see the situation.
Even in my dream they teach me how to see the situation in a good ways.
So i doubt there's nothing much for me to think when its a good way.
I feel so useless by looking at you typing your situation in a short way
and i can't do anything to help you. Cause i'm not very old to experience everything yet.
Adults always thinks that children have no idea about anything. Then why didn't they teach?
Adults see things in diff way? Children dun see things how adults do?
ITS NOT! Its just the way you see things. Everybody see things diff.
Its not like adults and children. NOBODY SEE THINGS IN THE SAME WAY.

Shall go get ready have training later.:)
Gooder bye!

2011-02-22T19:40:00.002+08:00

What if i fail? I hate to lose i hate to be called a loser...
Today i totally can't play badminton, can't do my maths and science and whats more can't reply.
But what to do? Everyone have ups and down have to accept it.
When down try deal with it. I'm trying to strungle.
When u want to see it so badly it just doesn't appear in front of u.
When u dun bother about it and trying to avoid it, it just appear in front of u.
It happened twice. But i doubt there's thrice.
Soon everything will end. Don't take things for granted.

Anyway BGIRLS U ALL DID WELL!:D KEEP IT UP OK! ALL THE WAY!
Goodbye.:D

2011-02-16T20:47:00.003+08:00

I will clear my mind soon. Time flies.
Everything will over soon.
REAL SOON. Cherish the last moment tmr.
Its really so exciting that i can shout with the feeling.
Really a feeling that words can't be express.
Now i really understand mr lim words by SHOUTING IN COURT WHEN GAIN A POINT!
THANKS LOVE YOU MAN!xD
U are always our number 1!
I really can't wait!!! GONNA SCREAM AND SHOUT MY LUNGS OUT!
GOODBYE AND AWAITING FOR TMR!
I will set up a good tone!:D HEEHEEHEE!
JIAJIE JIAYOU! I love this! JJJY! <3

2011-02-07T20:59:00.003+08:00

BIAS!!! Okay whatever live with it.
Nothing to say about it anyway...
I got thousands of homework not yet done.
How great i still got mood to watch tv. haha.
Damn tired. Can't be bothered about anything.:)
But other than studies and badminton i guess.
Nothing much to blog la. Goodnight people.

2011-01-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

I want my holiday back. So badly.
Everything that i have during holiday are not here anymore.
What's the point having books without some joy?
Lifeless. Busy? Not gonna be busy.
I'm like so free. But tired. Need sleep.
I can always be like last year.:)
Last year have fun and everything,
what about this year? Nlvl i know.
But why can't things be more easy.
When u get nervous and everything can't do 101% best.
The most 70%-80%?
So whats the point being nervous and struggling.
Must stay calm and slowly think of what to do and everything.
So i not gonna make my schedule PACKED with STUDIES.
I'm gonna make sure i have time to rest and of course go out.:)
Just gonna be a simple and normal girl and year.

I always hate teachers accursed students.
And u just did accursed me.
She's eating DOESN'T mean I'M.
Gonna forgive? But NOT GONNA FORGET.
I hate u more n more. Even the class.
Whatever its. Left 1 last year.
Gonna tolerate everything.
So listen up just do whatever that u all think its good.
I try not to "Complain, Bargain n Argue."
Teachers ALWAYS think they are right.
But they will not really understand students.
Because there's TOO MANY students for u to understand.
So just do whatever U ALL LIKES. GO AHEAD.
But i'm still lucky to have SOME good teachers that always there to help.
Thanks to SOME teachers that are really helpful and PROVIDE THEIR 101% HELPING HANDS.
Really appreciate.:) CPA, EBS AND ENGLISH for now.
Science i'm still like.... BLUR. Going out of nowhere...:(
Anyway goodbye. Shall go eat my dinner.

2011-01-21T14:24:00.001+08:00

I'm taking a break. Goodbye EVERYTHING.:)

Not going use computer for a moment i guess.

GOODBYE BLOG.

2011-01-21T13:47:00.003+08:00

Yes there's reason in everything.
But i heard before " You don't have to know everything".
So i always curious about something but i will TRY my VERY BEST not to ask anything.
Cause i know no matter what u will never give me a proper answer.
So i don't bother to ask anymore.
Knowing something is bad, not knowing everything is bad too.
What the earth is wrong? I'm so tired. But you're more tired.
So have a good rest. Goodbye.

2011-01-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

Tournament today! WE WON! 5-0.
Why am i so weird nowadays...
Like suppose to be happy i not happy.
Things i wanna know will never know.
Things i don't want to know will know.
Whats wrong with this.
Time to have a good rest and rest my mind.
Goodnight.

2011-01-18T21:44:00.003+08:00

I NEED TIME!:(
math hmk and chinese spelling. Damn.
Doing math now. Its like how to make that freaking shape smaller.
Why i got STM! Just had lesson on mon and now can't rmb a single thing.:(
Ok whatever. Now trying to remember the chinese words.
There's spelling tmr. I can't sleep till i rmb.
So weird to have spelling. But maybe its good because it helps me rmb the chinese word.
I remember when i in primary school used to copy by writing it on my hand.:D
Or write on the table hahaha. Or worst still use the pen that only when u light it den can see.
Behind will have light. Idk i think its like invisible pen. Haha. Nowadays hard to find i guess.
This time round i nt going to cheat going to memorise it or else can't slp!

Something like that.=x

Okay i need go AMK den NOVENA tmr.
To get some stuff.:)
Goodbye!

2011-01-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

Thanks to you. :) I just had tears of joy in class.
Sometimes its good to tears abit.
They said its good. Hahahah.
I can't rmb who said that.

Okay. I'm tired.
When can i really sleep whole day?
Sat? Nah training.
Sun? Nah helping dad to mop the floor.
mon-fri? NOT AT ALL. SCHOOL!
Damn. HATE THIS SO BADLY.
I NEED REST! REALLY REST!
I know its just 3rd week but i can't stand it anymore.
I will breakdown anytime anywhere anyday.:(
what cheers me up doesn't anymore.
Because its a good moments.

When u think of things that make u cried in the past u will smile.
But when u think of things that make u smile in the past u will cry.
I wanna eat BEN & JERRY NOW.:(
SO BADLY. There's training tmr. Thursday tournament.
Great much... Stay strong pull it through and everything will be over.
Really going over real soon. Dun breakdown yet.
Obviously i'm not gonna breakdown yet.
I'm always strong with a WIDE SMILE!:D
"Smile always" no matter how tough the road will be,
i will still have to continue.
No matter how sad am i still smile always.:D
Always see me with a wide smile.
Goodnight.:)

2011-01-16T23:08:00.002+08:00

Guess what..
Last minute doing homework.
At the same time waiting for my hair to dry.:(
Flu have not recover yet. Tired to the max.
Tmr 3 period of SCIENCE and 2 period of MATHS.
How am i suppose to absorb so many things in one day?:(
Kill me pls. 2weeks gone. I have not even really start studying.
Still thinking that its not important at all.
HELLO JJ its N lvl. Okay i'm like so?
Damn it...
Cold... Should dry my hair and head straight to bed.
I LOVE MY BED as always.:D

I'm like finally free on wed.
Thinking whether to go out or stay home study?
I guess i will end up sleeping if i stay home.
Anybody wanna go out? Hmmm...
I SHALL WATCH MOVIE!!!
Can't wait for wed. Okay.
Goodnight to my loves.

2011-01-15T14:41:00.003+08:00

Just the way you are. No matter how its.

I love monk.:$ Okay. Skip this.xD

HELLO! Its me once again.

Obviously is me who else.:)
Ytd night i'm like crying but actually i'm not!

Its because i'm having flu. I almost use finish the whole tissue box.=x

Still having flu and cough now.

How how how?! 5 days later... TOURNAMENT. HOW HOW HOW!

If i have not recover i will die. Ok nvm i will play till i die.

No matter how tough its uh. I dun want to waste my 1 year.

I train so hard just for this!:D

So YAY!!! TOURNAMENT.

Today do cip. Ask people to DONATE for elderly...

Its crap la. Walk here and there make me really tired.

Somehow like drunk lady walking around.

Whatever its la. Its over anyway. Shouldn't complain that much.

WASH MY BRAIN!!! *DiDiDiDi* Done washing.:D
Guess what listening to "raining day" translate to chinese.:)

Xia yu tian? Ok. Its raining outside too. Lol.

So damn cold la. I need hugs!!! Goodbye.:D

[Myself and i]

I dun feel warm at all. Not anymore?

Maybe just a little bit. Maybe should i just forget abt it.

And shouldn't feel the warm-ness at all.

I suppose to let it all go but i didn't.
How dumb am i? VERY DUMB.

2011-01-13T20:20:00.003+08:00

Ok this is my turtle egg. I have no idea where the baby go. Most probably she eat it.:(
So sad right. Ok whatever it look digusting. This is the 2nd time u knw.=x

Okay time to show u all something great.^^

KOI AND FRESHNESS BURGER!
Is all the while since holiday till now i want to eat one.:(
Have no time for it!!!
Freshness burger never try before so wanna give it a try.
Because there's one at NEX!:)
But KOI i have to go to AMK is the nearest if i'm not wrong.
Okay so gonna grab it tmr!=x

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2011-01-13T19:08:00.004+08:00

I always wanna end alot of things.
But have never ever really end anything yet.
Maybe almost there to end. Nlvl coming.
Everyone is so busy with their things.
So busy to have time for me to have lunch and everything.
I really wish to do everything before i really stuck in studying.
Once i start i wouldn't stop i guess. Shall really concentrate in school soon.
Real soon? Maybe after all the tournament is that too late? Anything la. I dun mind.
Once i let go everything memories will be keep and of course i will miss everything.
Even the moment sitting here and just listening to music doing NOTHING but blogging.

"Don't blame me for anything because i'm nothing."
Shall blog often.:) Blog really make me feel great.
Not because everyone can read it
but i can just say anything i want without anyone understand...
Shall end here. Really tired. 1wk left. Just 1 wk.
Freak it. Train for 4 years just to wait for this moment.
1wk. JUST 1wk. CAN U BELIEVE IT? No. Not at all.

Everything comes to an end. Even u being in my life...

Goodbye.

2011-01-10T22:25:00.013+08:00

Drizzling. Which is great.:) Sit down and watch a movie with my brother.
Was laughing and crying at the same time. hahaha.

Really had a great time without my phone.=x

Cause low batt so put it in my room and let it charge.

So was really so engrossed with the show and nothing really disturbed me.:D

Actually my plan for today is study at 8. But u know la tv is just too attractive.

Hahhahaha. Ok thats crap.

Actually its because i nvr bring my books home,

so didn't have things to study? Maybe just english textbook.

I will DEFINITELY slp. So rather watch tv and clear my mind.:)

Great "evening" with the tv. FEEL SO GREAT NOW.

But without tv feel so ... feeling that hard to explain.=x

Okay la i shall stop here. Very tired.:) Goodnight.

Tmr there's 3 period of science just like today...

Which really made me feel like sleeping. Almost doze-off in class.

But lucky i tried my very the best to stay up still. Just that one ear in and another out.:(

Shall can up.. GUDERBUAI!:D

U always said that u changed and u wanna your FRIENDS to accept for who u are.

But how could people accept u when u changed and become worst?

U said that TRUE FRIEND doesn't mind. Totally disagree.

Those who doesn't mind and letting u become from bad to worst

are the one who really gave up on u.

Have NO HOPE at all.

That's not really the worst thing yet.

The worst thing is how are u gonna face the world with such a big changes?

If u can't take that then why must u change?

dinner with grandma.

2010-12-26T21:39:00.001+08:00

Today is my mama(grandma) birthday! Went dinner her and my parents. I can't speak can.:( so can't communicate with her. Damn tired. Tmr got training. Not enough sleep! Now what i need is digest my food bathe and sleep please.
Now still on the way back home from bukit batok. Shall sleep in the car now. Goodnight.
Always be my baby.(the song keep replaying on my mind.)

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2010-12-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

When u're bored what will u do?

Eat like this guy!!!

Heehee... Now i feel like there's nothing to do at all.
After trng come back go work.
It takes away half of my holiday seriously.
And working everyday from 6-10 take away HALF of my days too.
So what can i do?

I WANNA GO OUT SO BADLY!:(
I wanna enjoy my life so badly.
I wanna have party so badly.
I wanna go overseas so badly.
I wanna have a bf so NOT BADLY.=x
I wanna have a goal in my life so badly,
OTHER THAN STUDIES!
I wanna do something that i'm really interested in so badly.
Everything i'm doing now like always wrong.
ALways get scolding for doing things.
Whats the point of letting me do it?!
Just flunk it la. Who cares SO BORING LA!
NOT INTERESTED IN ANYTHING ANYMORE.
F OFF LA! IDIOT!
If things are easy how good will that be.
If i know whats right and whats wrong i wouldn't be here.
So human make mistake why do u have to be so harsh?!
Like i no feelings like that...
Why am i spoiling my mood by thinking of stuff thats PAST...=.=
But no choice have to face HIM again.
Whatever hate him or like him still like that.

I miss my life!
I miss my friends!
I miss my dog!
I miss my brother!
I miss myself!
I miss my passion!
I miss my interest!
I miss everything in my PAST LIFE...
Forget it. Accept everything now..
Goody-bye...

2010-11-12T22:40:00.002+08:00

i look back to my blog posts...
There's alot of things i had done.
There's alot of friends made changes.
There's alot of things we gone through.
And alot more...
I dun wan to have any regrets anymore.
Things thats done can't make changes.
Things we have not done its fine just leave it...
Now what i have to do is look forward to things that i can do
and things that will not make me regret.:)

Omt i feel like drinking to make myself high so i will be happy? Lol.
Okay i talking craappp. Ignore.
GOODNIGHT!

2010-11-12T12:06:00.001+08:00

If you live your life in fear,

I'll wait a thousand years

Just to see you smile again.

Exercise + girl bonding with love = fabulousm

2010-11-11T20:23:00.004+08:00

Exercise + girl bonding with love. =fabulousm (L)

I was damn tired when training but cycling with you was like not tiring...:D

So u are the pills that make me feel not tired! Hahahha.

Oh and i think i did something wrong.:(

Sorry... I will ask phoebe to edit that post.

Just now while looking surfing the net

suddenly some deep thoughts came into my mind...

And the feeling was there a real sad feeling... I have no idea why..

Whatever it's. Put this aside.

I even wasted my 15mins to attack u in court.

I hate you seriously so badly. U can be so different.

But its none of my business anyway.:)

No matter how hard i tried not to talk about it, you will still think of it.

And most of the things is linked... Its really hard. I'm so tired of it.

I really need a rest from everything.

Goodbye.:)

2010-11-08T12:28:00.002+08:00

Hhahaha. My blog chio not chio not?xD I just took 30min to change my blogskin.
Its so easy! Can change anytime cause i didn't put others link
so just change the background and its done!:D
Need leave for training soon.:(
So damn tired can.
Okay la i better go get ready now before i'm late.
GOODBYE!:D

2010-11-08T02:08:00.002+08:00

I bought my school bag. Okay i know its still early.
But i just have the feeling like its 1wk later?
Idk i just so afraid of going back to school.
Not the people there is the books there and the board there.
It will really make me so damn bored of things and tired of it.=x
Nobody love it too i guess. I love holidays seriously.
U get a chance to go out often with the people that all along u wanted but no chance to.
U can do alot of things that u wanted but no time to.
U can go anywhere u wanted but no freedom to.
SO NOW is the chance, time and freedom!:D
Get everything done. Actually i dun really know what can i do.
Maybe the only place i wanna go is marina barage? Whatever its.
I just want to have some gathering with my pri school friendsssss.
Need do some catch-up with ahpa and ahma too...:(
Miss them! I better go sleep now. Or else tmr i will die during training. GOODNIGHT!:D

2010-11-06T09:54:00.002+08:00

LOSE WEIGHT!!! Lol. i can't eat alot of things now.:(
So wish i will really lose weight. Hungry for the whole night..:(
And now i can't sleep cause need to meet phoebe
after that meet yongwei for lunch dinner?
So i slept for 3 hrs like that only?! Lol. But worth it.^^
Chatted with amanda alot ytd night. Love her for everything!:D
Now i'm thinking whether should i go sleep or continue using comp.
Cause later meeting phoebe at 11am now already 10am and my hair have not dry yet.
So can't go to bed.:( I'm so gonna sleep all day long TMR!
Ok. Goodbye!:D Will blog often as days are getting more and more "EXCITING" uh...

2010-11-05T11:55:00.002+08:00

Omg i'm so damn freaking tired but i'm so damn freaking excited too!xD
AND of course i'm so damn freaking scared!!!:(
Hahaha. Ok. Idk what i typing. Too tired..
Later going out soon and gonna be excited much!!! heehee.
Nothing much to say actually. Just feel like blogging.=x
I realised i have a habit is to be late. Hahahah.
I better go prepare now! GOODBYE!:D

2010-11-04T13:02:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out with lovely mummy(Ex TUITION TEACHER).xD

Hahhaha!!! Its fun to go out once in awhile!:D

Its good to spend my time with her too! Heehee.

I can give u all my time for u to forget things that u want to.

I have alot of time for now. As its holiday!

Other than training.:(

Later got training again.. JiaJie JiaYou!

I really hate that feeling when

it comes to a point where i dun know what to do next...

Shags la. Things went so wrong nowadays?

I really wish time will heal everything. EVERY SINGLE THING.

Goodbye!:)

2010-11-01T12:30:00.002+08:00

Omg. Training is really killing me for now.
I think i will die when training is back to school
cause we will have to run ard the school.
So i better treasure it now.:(
Cause of training i can't eat lunch with u.
I dun mind can't digest as long as we can meet!
Cause its like ages since we met each other. IMY!
Nvm.. After afew wks training will be in the morning.
I guess by that time i will be complaining why isit so early...
SHAGS la. Anyway will meet up real soon.:)
SOON SOON!:D Can't wait. Too many things i need do.
I'm playing a fool with my holiday.xD
Heehee. But i will spend my time wisely.
Will make it free just for u.xD
GOODBYE!:D

2010-10-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

Where's the cheerful me?
Why can't i hide myself deeply down in my heart.
Why must i show my mood and spoilt yours.
Really sorry.:(
I have no idea what i'm thinking.
Deep thoughts no.
Deep feelings no.
And i just tears for nothing.
What a childish stupid girl i'm...
Whatever... Goodnight.
Wish my eyes wunt be swollen tmr.
Or else i will not go school.
Goodnight.
Hiding...

2010-10-17T10:15:00.001+08:00

It feels totally wrong. I have no idea why.
This should not be the feeling.
NO NO NO. Ok why should i care anyway.
Yah ok leave it aside!:D

2010-10-17T09:36:00.002+08:00

AWESOME NIGHT!:D
Watched "The haunted school"
Maybe i gonna stay home the whole day today
As i'm DAMN TIRED! But might find show to watch ^^
Or maybe will go play pool with friends.
Like finally i enjoy my holiday! Lol.
My virgin night staying over at friend's house!
I guess i messed up yw's hse.:( Hahahhaha!
Whenever she come my house is help me clean up,
And whenever i go her house is help her mess up!xD
Hahahah. We took quite some pictures! FUN!
She DON'T take picture with people de. FEEL SO HONOURED!=x
We still share things! Wanted to ask ziling but she didn't reply my msg.:(
Ok la i try go slp soon and the weather is like SO NICE can!(RAINING)
Goodnight!

2010-10-15T22:37:00.002+08:00

I keep showing my temper nowadays. Wtf?

I can't control myself anymore.

I used to be a very happy girl who love to put a smile on people.

But now? Showing my anger to people..:(

Omg. This is horrible and it hurts big time.

And i thought that i have found myself today

And i thought that i had control

All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment i didn't need anyone.

Whatever. Please dun ask me abt it.

Or talk to me. I'm damn tired.

2010-10-13T22:40:00.001+08:00

Yup people change as they grow.
So u have changed to a person
who i totally feel like stranger.
I dun knw u well at all now.
Not even single bit of you now.
I used to think of how u are LAST TIME.
And its really fun with u ard LAST TIME.:)
Thanks for the memories...

2010-10-12T20:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!! Tmr EBS! Know what?!
I'm not studying! Omg.
Abit kan jiong.. I wanna get B for EBS.:(
But i gues i can't cause no matter how hard i study,
it will not be good grade cause this few chap i dun really know.:(
Wish tonight can really chiong for what i really need.:D
WISH ME LUCK!xD
Goodbye!

2010-10-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

When u said that no use telling me cause i can't help,
I will just dun give a damn abt anything anymore...
I will just ignore...
Too bad u just said that so why do i have to care.=.=
I just wish u will stop talking to me. That will be the best thing.:)
I will be thankful for that... I guess u wouldn't even read this.
Cause u dun have link...
Wasting my time. But whatever its.
When u said everything and said no use telling me den just fk off.
I hate it when people say things halfway. Like wanna say/don't want say
Goodbye.

2010-10-09T02:16:00.005+08:00

Sucks. Boring.
Phone send for repair. Getting it back later!:D
Wish it get better!
ESCAPE THEME PARK TMR! HAHAHA!
Since classmate have tickets why not go and enjoy.^^
Study when i'm back home.:D GOODBYE!:)

Yes. U changed. FUCKING CHANGED TO A DIFF PERSON.
Whatever its.. Its not the one that i used to talk to.
Wtf is happening... Nvm. Not giving a damn.
Fuck it..

2010-10-02T19:57:00.001+08:00

W-H-A-T-E-V-E-R!
Just STFU la hor.
Calm down before talking to me.
Hate people while attitude that time
den come talk to me as if i'm in the fault like that.
Even if i'm in the fault its not PURPOSELY right.
I explained and u just dun give a fking damn.
What for i explain in the first place.
Whatsoever... Go ahead and think things that u wanna it to be.
No point explaining to u anyway...
Wait till u calm down den talk to me.
Not going to spoil my mood just cause of few words...

2010-09-28T18:20:00.002+08:00

Just when i'm reaching towards it u just give up.

The way there its just getting tougher and tougher.
People are slowly giving up and getting slower and slower towards the goal.
Some just dun knw how to treasure it when their road not even tough.
They should go through the tough road and
so they will treasure the smooth and nice road.
After all its just bias uh...

2010-09-19T00:16:00.001+08:00

You're freaking obsessed to it,
till u dun even realised that
things are distance from you.
Go ahead and being obsessed to that.:)
Goodluck. Goodbye and goodnight.:D

2010-09-18T00:05:00.002+08:00

For a moment i felt happy.
Within 10 sec i felt differently.
This isn't what its suppose to be.
Privacy have to keep it private...:)

2010-09-15T23:23:00.002+08:00

Thanks FRIEND.:)
Weird weird weird.
Just that and nothing more.
Goodnight.